2015

Year 2015. There's a place I would like to stay.

One and a half year more. I will definitely fulfil this dream.

Guess I've been wasting too much time in my life.

Doing too much thing that I'm not really want to do so.

From now on, I wanna live a life that I want to live to! 

I mma need to use this one and a half year to prepare myself!

Get ready to fulfil my dream! :)

I might face many problem when I'm on the way to end of my race.

But I believe if its God's plan he will help me and stay with me!

I know everyone would ask same question..

But I seriously don't know how to answer this question..

I just have a very strong feeling than other decision I wanna make..

Before this thing happen. I couldn't tell anyone.

So, for who may read this. keep this as a secret.



 

 

Why Korea?

Rest In God's Peace

uncle passes away... not my uncle...
my friend's dad...
i didn't know how to react when i received a msg like this...
"kay my dad pass away"
after i read the msg, i just couldn't do anything...
i'm not beside her... couldn't comfort her...
i can only tell her not to be too sad...
i'm talking nonsence i know...
how can you control your emotional when someone you love had gone?
my tear drop along with her when i talk to her on the phone...
sorry, i don't know what should i do...
i'll definitely stay with you when i'm there...
you're had done your best!
even nobody know but God knows...
like you said: be still and know He is God

rest in peace uncle...
thank u for everything...
i'll never forget what you've done for me...
especially the memories in Korea...

feeling sorry to had that kind of mindset...
but i believe you're meeting our almighty God right now... :')

U for Update

Within this two days only i realise.
I'm the only SINGLE lady in the office.
Although my friends always tell me not to worry.
Of cause they said so. They're having someone...
Of cause not for them to worry what.
I don't wish until 25++ still single.
Exception which is, Single may God's will.
I have nothing to said then.

Alright, mum's birthday coming.
Gonna bring her to K-Box get high for once at least!
Exicting? yeap! Spending money! lol
Boss's wedding coming soon too!
Exciting? nope.. more like nervous.
I had never attend any malay wedding in ballroom.
Guess my Baju Kurung is useful right now. lol

October is here!
Exciting? YEAPPPP!!!!! definitely
My 21st Birthday is coming soon!!!!
Guess what? I just listed down who should i invite.
I have come out at least 30ppl in my namelist..
Exclude pastorssssss. LOL!
I'm gonna choose a memorable 21st birthday cake i have! :)

THANK GOD FOR OCTOBER! :)

*Wishlist? pm me, i'll tell you. haha!

A Letter to my Dearest!

I Miss You.
I really Miss You!
Is been 2 months we didn't get to contact each other.
Just because of my stupid android phone with no dateplan.
My office had no free WiFi for me to use!!!
Don't know why?
All the memory we had been togather..
Just pop up on my mind...
All the camp or trip we went.
Haizz.. it's been more than half year you have leave...
I believe you had a better life right now.
I hope you also had a even better relationship with God.
As you know God is important to everyone.
One more year to go. Just wait. I'm gonna meet you there!
Your cuteness, your crazyness, everything about you i'm surely not goin to forget it!

How are you? I'm fine too! and I MISS YOU my dearest friend! :)

We'll meet someday! :)

What are world?

What are world?
Full of temptation?
Surrounding by satan?
I don't mean to say that.
But, somehow too much of "world" thing.
Not good for us as christian. :(
Like lately i just fall for SUJU.
Soon i find out some video about illuminati of hitz song.
At frist was English song. That one i know early.
Like Lady Gaga or Micheal jackson.
They said they worship the devil~
So that they get to be so famous nowaday.

I don't know to believe or don't.
But i saw prove about their pose with the devil's pose.
Then i saw illuminati with KPOP one! O.O
Just got so curious to know about it.
since i'm so into k-pop song~
I found Big Bang kenal so much.
2pm had a little bit as well.
Then i get to see a special one just for SUJU.

It's makes me more curious.
This illuminati is about SUJU,SHINEE,F(x)
They are from the same company --> SM Entertainment.
The video made by a SUJU's ex fan.
She said she was a ELF before.
ELF stand for EverLastingFan of SUJU.
like 2PM they got Hottest. BEAST they got Beauty.
All these group they form it for their fav singer.

Once she found out many of the devil sign that they're doing.
She no longer their fan. I thought we christian shouldn't crazy for any idol?*
I rmb this clearly that she said.
She no longer be their fans.
Because she was thinking will she being one of the devil worshiper as well?
I know why she felt that.
Cause somehow they added the pose into dance as well~
So, when you followed. it might affect also.

It's really shock for me after watching that video.
I've been so into them this few week.
Listen to their song so often these few week.
Addicted to their dance move and cutey face expression.
ARHHHHH~ I cannot balance niaaa~

Nevermind, i believe i can over come.
Cause i never been any one of their fans FOREVER!
So, no worries! haha~ Anyway, here are the video.
If you're intested you may take a look of it~ :)

and i don't understand... am i doing the devil sign as well?

I don't mean it. trust.me...

See yea! ;)

Second Life.

I got to know that SUJU they had car accident in 2007 years.I heard this epic news from Pei Ru - the ex-super fans of SUJU.
So, i start to google youtube about this news.
See how they talk about this incident happened.

You can take a look of the video, if you're interested to know.
FYI, Kyuhyun and Eunhyuk is a chirstian.
Normally, i heard lots of bad news about celebrity as a christian.
They don't have a passionate hearted.
Who knows? You're not him? Not even his security~ lol

They start praying once they got into this accident.
That time, Kyuhyun still lying on the road.
Eunhyuk run towards to him and holds his hand to pray together.
You may wondering, may be they only rely to god when problem comes to them.
This is exactly what God wants us to do what.

At least, they did.
I don't know you. But, for me..
I think i might blaming God or asking God why this happen to me?
Will i die or will i still alive?
I think for this, i should learn from them.
To rely on God more than people. When problem comes!

Anyway, got to go.. enjoy reading and watching yea! :)

T E A R S.

Tears easily fall for me.
I usually touched by all those sad scene from drama.
Else will be sad story telling by celebrity or singer.
I got to watch this at my office during my free time.
It really touched me. Each of every word.
Geeeee~ Start wipe away my tears when the boys cried.
I don't know is it because they are singer, they are star.
They could cry like this.
Normally for guy, they wouldn't prefer to cry at the public.
I really felt pathetic for them.
At the same time, i know that i'm really blessed that i still have my parents.
Somehow, i kept complaining about what i don't have.
I was thinking, may be i should be thankful for what i have.
Especially, i'm a grown-up girl. who is 21 this year! :)
For this post title i put, is because i was thinking one serious prob.
Sometime, it's really weird that..Why my tears easily fall for this kind of sad scene or so on.
It's that means i'm still a baby? lol
Just curious... lol
Take a look, if you curious what's happen to this SUJU's member.
Present to you Donghae and Leeteuk.