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There is something to describe in Chinese.
When you can't finish what you promised to do.
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I used to be like that...

When I promise myself to have a 200 days diet...
When I promise to play well in music instrument...
When I promise myself to speak well English...
When I promise myself to do better than last time...

I always failed to keep my promise...

As usual... I had another promise again...
and yet...
My sister sarcastic me and said...
This time she wouldn't fulfil her dream also!
She will definitely do like what she'd done last time..

Alright... No promise to anyone...
But this time! I surely gonna fulfil my dream!
I SWEAR!! :)
and I uphold this dream to our almighty God to lead me all the way there!

 

Don't be afraid of the space between your dreams and reality.

If you can dream it, You can make it! :)

Rest In God's Peace

uncle passes away... not my uncle...
my friend's dad...
i didn't know how to react when i received a msg like this...
"kay my dad pass away"
after i read the msg, i just couldn't do anything...
i'm not beside her... couldn't comfort her...
i can only tell her not to be too sad...
i'm talking nonsence i know...
how can you control your emotional when someone you love had gone?
my tear drop along with her when i talk to her on the phone...
sorry, i don't know what should i do...
i'll definitely stay with you when i'm there...
you're had done your best!
even nobody know but God knows...
like you said: be still and know He is God

rest in peace uncle...
thank u for everything...
i'll never forget what you've done for me...
especially the memories in Korea...

feeling sorry to had that kind of mindset...
but i believe you're meeting our almighty God right now... :')

U for Update

Within this two days only i realise.
I'm the only SINGLE lady in the office.
Although my friends always tell me not to worry.
Of cause they said so. They're having someone...
Of cause not for them to worry what.
I don't wish until 25++ still single.
Exception which is, Single may God's will.
I have nothing to said then.

Alright, mum's birthday coming.
Gonna bring her to K-Box get high for once at least!
Exicting? yeap! Spending money! lol
Boss's wedding coming soon too!
Exciting? nope.. more like nervous.
I had never attend any malay wedding in ballroom.
Guess my Baju Kurung is useful right now. lol

October is here!
Exciting? YEAPPPP!!!!! definitely
My 21st Birthday is coming soon!!!!
Guess what? I just listed down who should i invite.
I have come out at least 30ppl in my namelist..
Exclude pastorssssss. LOL!
I'm gonna choose a memorable 21st birthday cake i have! :)

THANK GOD FOR OCTOBER! :)

*Wishlist? pm me, i'll tell you. haha!

What are world?

What are world?
Full of temptation?
Surrounding by satan?
I don't mean to say that.
But, somehow too much of "world" thing.
Not good for us as christian. :(
Like lately i just fall for SUJU.
Soon i find out some video about illuminati of hitz song.
At frist was English song. That one i know early.
Like Lady Gaga or Micheal jackson.
They said they worship the devil~
So that they get to be so famous nowaday.

I don't know to believe or don't.
But i saw prove about their pose with the devil's pose.
Then i saw illuminati with KPOP one! O.O
Just got so curious to know about it.
since i'm so into k-pop song~
I found Big Bang kenal so much.
2pm had a little bit as well.
Then i get to see a special one just for SUJU.

It's makes me more curious.
This illuminati is about SUJU,SHINEE,F(x)
They are from the same company --> SM Entertainment.
The video made by a SUJU's ex fan.
She said she was a ELF before.
ELF stand for EverLastingFan of SUJU.
like 2PM they got Hottest. BEAST they got Beauty.
All these group they form it for their fav singer.

Once she found out many of the devil sign that they're doing.
She no longer their fan. I thought we christian shouldn't crazy for any idol?*
I rmb this clearly that she said.
She no longer be their fans.
Because she was thinking will she being one of the devil worshiper as well?
I know why she felt that.
Cause somehow they added the pose into dance as well~
So, when you followed. it might affect also.

It's really shock for me after watching that video.
I've been so into them this few week.
Listen to their song so often these few week.
Addicted to their dance move and cutey face expression.
ARHHHHH~ I cannot balance niaaa~

Nevermind, i believe i can over come.
Cause i never been any one of their fans FOREVER!
So, no worries! haha~ Anyway, here are the video.
If you're intested you may take a look of it~ :)

and i don't understand... am i doing the devil sign as well?

I don't mean it. trust.me...

See yea! ;)

Second Life.

I got to know that SUJU they had car accident in 2007 years.I heard this epic news from Pei Ru - the ex-super fans of SUJU.
So, i start to google youtube about this news.
See how they talk about this incident happened.

You can take a look of the video, if you're interested to know.
FYI, Kyuhyun and Eunhyuk is a chirstian.
Normally, i heard lots of bad news about celebrity as a christian.
They don't have a passionate hearted.
Who knows? You're not him? Not even his security~ lol

They start praying once they got into this accident.
That time, Kyuhyun still lying on the road.
Eunhyuk run towards to him and holds his hand to pray together.
You may wondering, may be they only rely to god when problem comes to them.
This is exactly what God wants us to do what.

At least, they did.
I don't know you. But, for me..
I think i might blaming God or asking God why this happen to me?
Will i die or will i still alive?
I think for this, i should learn from them.
To rely on God more than people. When problem comes!

Anyway, got to go.. enjoy reading and watching yea! :)

You Really Bugs Me!

Every time when i was reading the news about the latest of our government.
It made me HATE them more! I know i shouldn't be like that..
Every time when i was reading the news about the Bersih Rally.
My eyes kept rolling with tears inside. I just feel sad for us! the people of Malaysia!

I just really can't understand! Why are you doing this to us!
Do you really cares about us?!
If not why would you like to choose to be our prime minister?!
for FUN?!!!!!

YEAH!!! PASTOR!!! You're right!!!
We attend the Bersih Rally just to let him know that,
WE WANT TO HAVE A CLEAN ELECTION!!! but not to against the gov*
but why the policeman start to fight with those people!!!
WITHOUT WARNING! You start to do what you had plan early isn't it?!

I TELL YOU!!!!!
EVERYTHING IS IN GOD'S CONTROL!!!!!
I MEAN IT!!!!!
N A J I B!!!!!

*Anyway, I'll surely attend the rally next time. If it's not in SAT and it's no youth service!!!!

L I F E!

Life like playing monopoly!

Each time you'll throws dice to decide how many step you're going to go.

Every friend who around me, they already had they own way to go~

Study one go study, oversea one oversea, working one working~

but why i'm still stuck on the half way?!

I can't see the big picture anymore~

I'm lost, God! I'm lost for my future! =C

U P D A T E D!!!!!!

Hihi~Bloggg~I'm backkkkkk~LOLx~ I been killed by Lazyness~
That's why i stopped for one month!! xDDD
My fan[s] ask for~So, i'll do some update~ Weeeeeee~
I know u guys must be so happy about it!! Ahahahaha~

My new JOB!!
I got my new job~Is a online shopping companyyyy...Well, is a some office...
Included our boss...We got four people jek 0.0....Is good also larr~
Not really like my boss...Her grammar was broken then mine!!! =X
WEll, is not the rite time to gossip people here~LOL(Since i know sumone dun like it!)
Learning new things over there, and m no time for FB@MSN at office as well!! =((
anyone miss me around these time?!! xDD (wookayy, not funny at all..)
Thank God that i got another job =]

Mission Trip!!
Wookayyy~Last time i already said i want to go for it!! And my mum allowed also...
But, after i get to know that there is no more place for register jorr~
So, i mai sei jor tiu sum lorrr~Who know, so suddenly i get a news from may yee~
She said there is one more extra place. See whrther i still interested to go or not?~
I'm confusing about it!!! Cause we din save any extra money for it!!
My mum also don't let me go anymore...Cause she said nowadays Philippines very dangerous ad!!
My sister said that rather go for mission trip and i never save my time to accompany my mum =(((
Wookayyy~Finally they allow jorr~But i have to leave some time for my family as well...
But, what to do? Pastor said must have physical fit 0.0(Ohhh noooo!!!)
Really have to prepare for it jorr~Thank God that i been allowed to go for it =]

Fall In Love With BadSwim!!
BadSwim?! You must be curious what is badswim?! xDDD
Wookayyy..Doesn't mean my swimming skill is bad larr~
BadSwim = Badminton + Swimming !!!! I just fall in love with this two exerciseeeee~
At first i join Krystle go for swimming..I was swim so slow...But, i still enjoyed ittttt!!!
So, i consider this to be my physical fit~ xDDD (Although only one exercise larr~Already enuf tired die me jorrr 0.0)
After that, last week.....we (me,xuan and jo) been forced to go for badminton!!! =S
Actually me and xuan just dare lai dare qu jek~Who know he take it so serious!!!
Jo also been tor lok sui jorrr~ xDDDD (But, i guess we enjoyed it as well~)
The second dayyyyyy, my butt was sooooo pain...my hand and leg also pain till cannot move jorr =X
But, i still fall in love with it!!! xDDD (I want to play this every week!!!)
Thank God that finally i know how to serve ball jorrr~ xD Thanks to my sifu Jared Mun and Julian Lee as well =] Thankiuuuuuuuuuu~

Movieeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
I'm hungry for movieeeeeeeee~Who can go movie with me?!!!
Thought to ask my ns fren gehhh~Then only i realize he got girlfriend jorr~ 0.0
Haizzzz~People dating, not good to ask him out geh mahhh~
So, i stay at home fat mou AGAIN lorrr~
Re-watch my fav movieeeeeee by Lee Min Ho(My husband <3<3)
And Goong by Joo Ji Hoon(My Boyfriend <3)
Just fall in love with them once again!! Not only their face...Their love story as well...
Recently seem like i'm going back to last time already...Watching sadness movieeeeeee...
Then cry along with them...Why i feel so lonely?!!!!!! T.T

Fed Back!!! (WanXuan's bufdayyyy)
Well, i know she dun like people sing bufday song for her...And she dun like surprise as well...
But, i pian pian want to plan for her arhkk~LOL
I plan to give her a surprise actually...But, seem like she dun really get shocked!!! =S
At least she know her parents love her so muchhh~Not only us mahhh~
Her parents sponsor food for us TIM!!! Thankiuuuu Aunty Uncle~~~We Love You also =3
Wish she enjoy the time and prepared her trails as well larr~Ahahhahaa~
Thank God for sending sumone to be my friend!! I'm proud of ittttt~
Cause i got a PRO actor friend!!! xDDD

Life!!!!
Life in KL was soooooo bored~
But, really thank god that i got so much frenz that make my day always =]
Like Xuan, Joey, Angel, Jul so and so~LOL
Wish i can fed back the msg we chat yesterday~
It's fun!!Make me laugh so loud in front of the computer!! xDDDD
Just scared i'll awake my housemate jek =p
Thankiuuuuu guys for bringing fun to me when i'm alone in KL =')
LIFE was bored sumtimes...But, LIFE fun!!!When friends around you =]
Thankiuuuuuuuu frenzzzzzzzzzzzzz~ <3<3<3

Life were best!! When you're by my side =]

SICK day

That day my belly was pain till i awake =( Then i diarrhea~Ehh...I sit there till i almost fall asleep =p Paishe...paishe~~ After that i went back to sleep lorrr... My belly still pain>.< Around 6 something i get up,i vomit!! =0 Arghhhh~~Really hate the feeling of vomiting... Very disgusting >.<> i woke my sister up...Then she asked me how the? I tell her all the things...So,she ask me don't need to go for work larr... Then i slept again~Around 9 something...I get up...My sister cook me some Oat for breakfast... I only ate a few mouthfuls...Then i have no appetite to finish it... =( While i still watching movie(Harry Potter), my belly keep not feeling well... Suddenly feel like wanna vomit again~That's my second time...Urghhhhhh~ I feel like i spit back what i have eaten just now>. Okieee~My sister still watching on movie...Don't care me pun!!! Got one,two sure got threeeeee geh larrr....Yeah~I vomit jorr three times!!! Third time nothing to vomit jorrr...Leave water to vomit jek =( Pity's me Okieee then,my sister called mum~How wish this moment my mum was by my side =( She ask me except that any place feeling not well boh? she said she asked dad frist see whrthe today can come to KL or not.. WELL~My parent is coming to KL~Huuuuuu...Finally got some who can take care of me.. Around 4 something they come here~Mum help me to push the hot come out~LOL Don't know how to explain larr~ In conclude:I'm getting well soon =]
p/s:Some miracle i got to tell xD After that day i go for work~I only ate a piece of bread for each of my breakfast and lunch =D Is it a miracle? xD
2nd p/s:I miss mee goreng tambah pedas =x

God,Please give me Capability to overcome these~

FOOD~~~I got to far away from you now=( OH,NO!!...From 13th till 22nd of May~Is our chirstian geh FASTing and PRAYing moment...
Doesn't mean that normally u don't have to pray or fasting..Praying is the most important things between our christian~~That's is one of the way to speak to our GOD^^
Fasting..Normally if you want to fast also can larr~~Just that is a time for you to more close with GOD~Fasting doesn't mean must fast FOOD~Can fast those like entertainment arr..Like:Computer game,Blogger,Xinyen,MSN,SDO,Ect!!LOL~all is my entertainment actually..XD~Is very hard to fasting ou know..Cause i 'm those people who easily get hungry one>.<...That's why this is the time to rely on GOD^^Ask GOD to give u power to overcome ur Fasting time^^ At last but not least,Say bye bye to my dinner ba~ba~ba~T.T...Take this time to DIET too^^Azarr..azarr~~finghting^^

Bored Holiday!!!

My holiday doesn't run like i plan!!...I plan to go to Melaka and PD geh...Who know...First day of my holiday...Gone!!...Arguing~~Than no mood to go anywhere already!!..I'm sorry..Mum!!..I failed you many time..Summore din said sorry to you=x...I'm the worst Christian!!That day i start to know why mother do this and that...But,i felt she no need to do until like this...Just that i don't dare to correct her on that time...the second day of my holiday~~~
We went to Melaka!!..Nothing just went to the Biggest Jusco there...Have our Lunch~~Then,hang around the place..The Jusco there is really BIG!!...Not so many cars...But,we felt those cars is from those workers there geh...After that we try to find for the baba-nyonya restaurant~~Too bad!!The nicer restaurant is off on Tuesday...We don't have the chance have that~So,we went to the others plan...Which is selling Portuguese food~We almost ate jorr 60$ sumthings...The food over there okay jek...Because their stall changing a bit..So that we can't have the best Portuguese food last time we ate...(Feel like i only know how to eat eat eat jek!)
3rd day of my holiday....Last but not least!!...I do NOTHING!!At first,I got date Jessie for Yam Cha geh...Since i still free..Before i get back to work...But,too bad...She's not feeling well...So,we cancel it...Then,at night we just went to our aunt's house have our dinner~~Get so FULL~~
This is what i done with my holiday =(

I just a new here...

13th Oct that day...I'm crying...Because of my colleagues made fun of me...Incipient,they just miss call to my office line...Some of them ask me,why i dun wan to pick up the phone...I'm starting suspect that,is them doing this...After that,one of them straight away call to my handphone...She dress up as our HR...She say:why you didn't anwser your phone??...Or you are not in ur position just now??...After that she say you shouldn't online to the website the irrelative to work one...After the phone....Tears welled up from my eyes...non-stop...After that,they come and say sorry to me...I also apologize to them..because i afriad they though i'm a petty person....Here i want to mention clearly the reason that why i cry...Actually last time our HR had complain me before...The important contents is i use office computer to online...So,she ask me not to do this anymore...When i hear she say like this...I more suspect is she complain to HR...that's why i cry...But i trust on her...Actually ur guys have quite over lah....But then now is okay already...

The life in Kuala Lumpur

After i come to Kuala Lumpur for work....I want to save my money...So that i try to cook for me and my sister...There is all my first try on cooking...May be some dish was unsuccessful...But i'm trying hard every time...It really can save money....Because our money for vegetable,not over 50 dolar....I will be make more effort on next time....Thank god i didn't get any food poisoning....hehehe XD....

My new job...

This is my new job....My company name is Frost&Sullivan...It is a survey company....I start my new job on 15th sep...i'm a contractor here....My job is doing research..And calling people,ask them question that we want to figure out...Until 26th,my project had been cancel...Now i being a data entry here...my job is to key in contact...that's all...but then,don't know they wan to continue contract with me anymore or not??.....Pray god to lead me hw to continue my way.....following up picture is my place....