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There is something to describe in Chinese.
When you can't finish what you promised to do.
3分钟热度...
I used to be like that...

When I promise myself to have a 200 days diet...
When I promise to play well in music instrument...
When I promise myself to speak well English...
When I promise myself to do better than last time...

I always failed to keep my promise...

As usual... I had another promise again...
and yet...
My sister sarcastic me and said...
This time she wouldn't fulfil her dream also!
She will definitely do like what she'd done last time..

Alright... No promise to anyone...
But this time! I surely gonna fulfil my dream!
I SWEAR!! :)
and I uphold this dream to our almighty God to lead me all the way there!

 

Don't be afraid of the space between your dreams and reality.

If you can dream it, You can make it! :)

2015

Year 2015. There's a place I would like to stay.

One and a half year more. I will definitely fulfil this dream.

Guess I've been wasting too much time in my life.

Doing too much thing that I'm not really want to do so.

From now on, I wanna live a life that I want to live to! 

I mma need to use this one and a half year to prepare myself!

Get ready to fulfil my dream! :)

I might face many problem when I'm on the way to end of my race.

But I believe if its God's plan he will help me and stay with me!

I know everyone would ask same question..

But I seriously don't know how to answer this question..

I just have a very strong feeling than other decision I wanna make..

Before this thing happen. I couldn't tell anyone.

So, for who may read this. keep this as a secret.



 

 

Why Korea?

A Letter to my Dearest!

I Miss You.
I really Miss You!
Is been 2 months we didn't get to contact each other.
Just because of my stupid android phone with no dateplan.
My office had no free WiFi for me to use!!!
Don't know why?
All the memory we had been togather..
Just pop up on my mind...
All the camp or trip we went.
Haizz.. it's been more than half year you have leave...
I believe you had a better life right now.
I hope you also had a even better relationship with God.
As you know God is important to everyone.
One more year to go. Just wait. I'm gonna meet you there!
Your cuteness, your crazyness, everything about you i'm surely not goin to forget it!

How are you? I'm fine too! and I MISS YOU my dearest friend! :)

We'll meet someday! :)

What are world?

What are world?
Full of temptation?
Surrounding by satan?
I don't mean to say that.
But, somehow too much of "world" thing.
Not good for us as christian. :(
Like lately i just fall for SUJU.
Soon i find out some video about illuminati of hitz song.
At frist was English song. That one i know early.
Like Lady Gaga or Micheal jackson.
They said they worship the devil~
So that they get to be so famous nowaday.

I don't know to believe or don't.
But i saw prove about their pose with the devil's pose.
Then i saw illuminati with KPOP one! O.O
Just got so curious to know about it.
since i'm so into k-pop song~
I found Big Bang kenal so much.
2pm had a little bit as well.
Then i get to see a special one just for SUJU.

It's makes me more curious.
This illuminati is about SUJU,SHINEE,F(x)
They are from the same company --> SM Entertainment.
The video made by a SUJU's ex fan.
She said she was a ELF before.
ELF stand for EverLastingFan of SUJU.
like 2PM they got Hottest. BEAST they got Beauty.
All these group they form it for their fav singer.

Once she found out many of the devil sign that they're doing.
She no longer their fan. I thought we christian shouldn't crazy for any idol?*
I rmb this clearly that she said.
She no longer be their fans.
Because she was thinking will she being one of the devil worshiper as well?
I know why she felt that.
Cause somehow they added the pose into dance as well~
So, when you followed. it might affect also.

It's really shock for me after watching that video.
I've been so into them this few week.
Listen to their song so often these few week.
Addicted to their dance move and cutey face expression.
ARHHHHH~ I cannot balance niaaa~

Nevermind, i believe i can over come.
Cause i never been any one of their fans FOREVER!
So, no worries! haha~ Anyway, here are the video.
If you're intested you may take a look of it~ :)

and i don't understand... am i doing the devil sign as well?

I don't mean it. trust.me...

See yea! ;)

You're right...

I've watched a korea show named "We Got Married".
I got to know this when i fall for CN Blue's Jung Yong Hua.
But i don't dare to watch for any one fo the episode.
Cause i don't like the girl from SNSD who partner with yong hua.

But i don't know why since when i've started to listen more song from SUJU.
SUJU is the biggest singer group i know so far.
They had 13 members. SUJU name as SUPER JUNIOR as well.
I've been fall for the leader fo SUJU group.
His name is LeeTeuk.
He is nearly 30 years old. but totally doesn't look like a 30 years old man.

I got to know him when i search for more information about 2pm members.
I got this video very funny and he really looks cute and fuuny inside!
HAHA! Take a look when you're free.

FYI, the video is about another korea show.
In order to win this game is to get over all of the obstacle that in front of you.
It's quiet nice to watch this show, somehow it's really funny.
There is one episode that SUJU had been invited to join this game.

Anyway, bout the title i put...
HAHA! It's because. I've been crazy for SUJU these few week.
After i watched the show "WGM" LeeTeuk with KangSora.
I keep listen to their song.
Searching for their song mv.
Addicted with their dance.
Dowloading for their picture as my HP wallpaper.

Arhhhhhhh~ really got crazy about it.
So, i keep mention it with pei ru~
Then i tell her. This feeling make me feel so badly wanna get one of their CD.
But i already got 2pm and CN Blue's one.
Then she said. i know you... haha! hua xin...

Yeahhh.. couldn't promise to be 100% of any group fan.
But i always got that feeling to buy thier CD to support them.
LOL! last but not least... I love SUJU~ I love LeeTeuk~

haha! Take a look of the video. ;)

yesh~  haha! :D

He is really cute !

Nowadays...

Kids nowadays are so difference from the generation i had seen last time.
They have so high tech gadgets now.
They seem to have a phone when they're just a primary school student.
Not all of them. I guess*
But i doubt it might be all...
Cause even my cousin, she got her new phone just no longer one year.
She is just 12 years old..

You know what? I get a shock-est news this morning..
From my aunty with her two daughter and a son.
Her son start to join a society once he enter secondary school.
That society called: 学青
It was a great society to join when i was young.
I've been attended the camp that they held.

But i think may be because of the different generation of the person who in charge of this society.
So, the way to run the activity might change too..
I get to know that the eldest one command the youngest one to went to any shop that are nearby them to get a CONDOM!!!!
WHAT?!! a condom?!!! for what? i believe you know usefulness..

They use the condom to teach them what the usefulness of condom.
Guy should bring condom when you're going out with girl.
If you really accidently happen those thing that shouldn't happen.
You don't need to worried. Cause you got a condom!

After i hear that.. I was like.... WHAT THE!!!!!! don't worry, no tott de*
This is what the society teach nowadays?!!!
Do they need to learn all these useless thingy?!!
Are you trying to teach them how to have sex before marriage?!!!
What kind of society is this?!!!! Haizzzz!

I agree that my aunty stopping them for joining this society anymore!
Gov! Please do something for this!!!
Get a better teacher to take care of the society!
Banned all the porno from internet!!
Get all the police to caught all the sexy CD seller!! don't just ambil duit kopi!!!*
Get the kids to have a better study lifestyle!!!!

Haizzz! Nothing i can do for this kind of case!
Submit to God!! I believe he can do better than the gov.

Wee* ;)

WEE!!!

wee is actually a Scottish language that they speak.
They mean it as small/little.

There are some exmple:

I might be a wee bit late, please just wait for me.

You're looking a wee bit tired, are you ok?

I'm a wee bit hungry, fancy getting a sandwich?
or you can use like...

When i was wee, i use to ...

It means when i was young.

OHH!! i never know that wee's mean. i thought it's like a expression from human being.
It show happy sounded like: weeeeeee*
Don't you think so? haha~

anyway, I'm a wee bit busy right now.

See you next time!

N years picture! lols

Renew

YEAP! My blog has renew~
Tot of putting some chatting box or music box..
But chatting box always get spam by SPAMMER!
Kind of lazy to check whether friends are going to comment or not.
Ermm.. music box?
Actually i don't like music play when i reading a post. 
So, i don't want to annoy people also~ Haha~
Although i feel that's cool to have a music player on your blog page!
But not for me~ :p

I found another picture when i try to get a picture of renew..
Yeappp.. another picture is writting with renew the passion.
Indeed, i need to renew as you do.
We do need to renew it every year i guess.
We couldn't just stay the attitude to love god like the very first time.
Never grow up? cannot~
I believe God really had a purpose to put me in KL.
Trainned me to be patient when problem comes.

I know there is more changing will come this year..
Anyway, peeps. Have a good day.

"every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day"

randomnessss...

Harloo peeps! like i've been disappear for so long.

For those who read my blog. We meet everyweek.

Just that some emotion i didn't show up sometime.

So, blog is like my second place for express~

Well. List down some stuff that had happen not-so-recent.

-Xuan Xuan oversea liao!~ =')

-Guitar class started! :D Our Sifu is Mum Lao Shi~

-I'm lazy to do finger practice.

-Working as a part time in a children learning center called~Cosmotots!

-Having plenty uncles and aunties as friends~ :) *they are kind and lovely!

-Discover so much lengzai and lenglui kids at Cosmotots! *I'm goin to take your picture~ buahaha~

-Reading Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone~ *I hope i could finish it!

-Our choir practice is... SUCK! *most of them not paying attention, include me.

-Christmas is near = Deadline is near.

-Fall sick before Christmas... :( *I believe god will heal me! :)

-Two more week, then we'll say goodbye to 2011, hello to 2012! *和20歲的我說再見...

-Time to plan for next year 2012.

-I'm getting better to face him and her. :) *no more forcing her to him liao~

Anyway, Thank God for everything! :)

Love God and Family! ..... Yonghwa, Wooyoung, Gi Kwang, Seul Ong~ LOL!

His white color Guitar is cool!!! <3

A Short One! Before i GO!!

Hi hi everyone~ Just a sweet short post here~

Since so many fan[s] ask for updating my blog...

But, i seriously nothing to update..So, just to update you guys!!

My fringe is BACK!! =D Fuu-yohh~ Dun be Shocked by my fringe arhh~

Since i had been one year din cut it jorr~ So, will look a bit wired larr~

But yet, i LOVE it!! and i know it makes me look more younger than my age! xD

Here is some pics that i take with my fringe one gehh~

I <3 smile ="">

I <3

P/S: I'm officially going mission trip soon! To those who miss me one! For sure i'll be missing you first~ LOL! I'll bring blessing to them as they blessing us as well~ and I'll bring back the bless to bless you guys as well~ Do pray for me~ If you remember! =]

P/S 2: To those who are going for their exam~ Nothing much to say but GAMBATIK nehh~ God will always be with you, dun worry! Just go~ except you din do any prepare for it larr~ =X

P/S 3: This is all i wanna update! and yet, i'm off to bed now! SUPER sleepy and now is raining! I LOVe it~ =]

To Be Coontinued after i back from philippine! see u guys =]

what thing i can't live without?

What thing that i can't live without?
Food? Music? Camera? Yeahhh~ These is all i can't live without!!
Especially camera~ xDDD (Once i free, i'll just taking pic 0.0)
And i am going to show up some picsss~ Do comment please =)
Just realize that i 'm a narcissist!!! 0.0

take 1*

Take 2*

Last take~and i love this most!!! LOL

Zap-Ber-Lang~

Really lazy to get a update on my bloggggggg~
Dunno what else i got to update to you guys...LOL~
But, i don't want to leave here empty forever~So, i try my best to do some updated larrr~ =]

National Day
It's holiday!! But, i couldn't get back to my hometown!! Hate holiday in weekdays!!
Especially friday larr~ ARghhh~ WEll, couldn't get any friend to go out with me!
So, i walked alone AGAIN!! I went to the free admission geh picture PAMERAN~
Quite nice siaaaa~ zap-beh-lang people geh picture also got~
Then i went to the KLCC book store~ Non-book i can buy over there!! 0.0
Too expensive for me jorrr~ Then i got no place to go jorr~
I sit a side to read my book that i buy last year on the book fair one geh~
PaiShe~ Still got a lot haven't finish TIM!!! LOL
After that, i meet up with my sister. We have PIZZA for dinner ~Weeeep/s: before the national day coming..I sleep around 8pm! A night without any fire work sound! =D

Jogging Day <3<3<3> First time i plan for jogging~ I invite a few geh...
But, boys couldn't join us!! xD So, 6sumthing i received a message from someone!!
That tell me it's raining now! 0.0 I was liked OMG!!! Then i sms my dearest Jo~
She said just go, it'll stop =) awwww~ thankiuuuuu that she stop my worry-ness. LOL
Then we just go luuu~ Thank God that rain stop so fast!!
We just get to have one hour geh joggin jek =X (Like didn't joggin pun!! lol)
Then we go FS makan~ Arghhhh~ Guess i have to train well my parking skill O.o
Don't wish to scared them other time jorrr =(( and it hurt.
p/s: i won't not ever forgot wad happen that day!! =DDDD 1. Angel's nice colour ..... xD
2. WanXuan her most YENG waving towel skill=DDD
3. Joey geh MILO!! Can add plain water to drink geh milo! xD
4. Jenny's admirer geh Liang Cha~ Fu-Yohhhh~ LOL
Zack's Fed Back Bufday Celebration! Actually we should celebrate carol bufdayy as well~
Sorry arhh~I no money reticently! =S Next time k? =)
We sing song to him, and we take a lot geh picture~ LOL
Don't know since when we been photo holic ad arhkk?

Ahahaha~May be because of CAROL?! 0.0

This is one of our picture! we LOVE to act!! xD

Selamat Hari Raya!!!!!
Now already September~ Seem like time pass so fast!! And i'm going to be 19 years old also!!
I was so down these few day...I get to know most of my fren they went movie with their friend!
And i don't even watch movie with them for so long ad =((
But, Tahnk God that Someone make my day that day~ When i'm moody...
We have long time din talk to each other, no matter is msn or talk face to face! =X
I msn him ask him to belanja me JOGOYA!! xD (i'm just kidding! and i hope so! LOL)
He asked how am i recently lorrr~LOL...He still care me as a fren =)
In Conclude: Thankiuuuuuu Dorren, Dorek, D_ _ _ _ and wanxuan for make my dayyy =)

BOOK FAIRRRRRRRRR~
imma crazyyyyyy for book fairrrrr~ eheheheh~
Actually i asked harry and his GF join me also gehh~
Who know his GF suddenly not available ohh~Then, i have to go ALONE again! zzzzz
Is okayyy also larrr~ But, i hate to be alone!! =S
Well, back to the book fiar event!! LOL
I buy 10 bookssssssssss ad~(Actually i don't even finished the book i brought last year one! xD)

Here is the 10 book!!

This book i considered to buy for so long jorrr~

Finally i get one book from JIU BA DAO geh jorr~ LOL

This book is for my cousin gehhh~

This year is 5th anniversary jorr~That's why we buy book got discount! xD

After that i had McD for lunch~ Din felt so happy for having McD pun! =S

P/S:The book i buy for my cousin one, actually hard to find! I tried to ask people around there~But, they couldn't help me~So, i go to the uncle stand over there gehh(His face like cannot do anything =P)But, after that he get to find me the book!! Wooahhh~What i learn is! Don't over underestimate the people you don't know! And judge them by look!! LOL

U P D A T E D!!!!!!

Hihi~Bloggg~I'm backkkkkk~LOLx~ I been killed by Lazyness~
That's why i stopped for one month!! xDDD
My fan[s] ask for~So, i'll do some update~ Weeeeeee~
I know u guys must be so happy about it!! Ahahahaha~

My new JOB!!
I got my new job~Is a online shopping companyyyy...Well, is a some office...
Included our boss...We got four people jek 0.0....Is good also larr~
Not really like my boss...Her grammar was broken then mine!!! =X
WEll, is not the rite time to gossip people here~LOL(Since i know sumone dun like it!)
Learning new things over there, and m no time for FB@MSN at office as well!! =((
anyone miss me around these time?!! xDD (wookayy, not funny at all..)
Thank God that i got another job =]

Mission Trip!!
Wookayyy~Last time i already said i want to go for it!! And my mum allowed also...
But, after i get to know that there is no more place for register jorr~
So, i mai sei jor tiu sum lorrr~Who know, so suddenly i get a news from may yee~
She said there is one more extra place. See whrther i still interested to go or not?~
I'm confusing about it!!! Cause we din save any extra money for it!!
My mum also don't let me go anymore...Cause she said nowadays Philippines very dangerous ad!!
My sister said that rather go for mission trip and i never save my time to accompany my mum =(((
Wookayyy~Finally they allow jorr~But i have to leave some time for my family as well...
But, what to do? Pastor said must have physical fit 0.0(Ohhh noooo!!!)
Really have to prepare for it jorr~Thank God that i been allowed to go for it =]

Fall In Love With BadSwim!!
BadSwim?! You must be curious what is badswim?! xDDD
Wookayyy..Doesn't mean my swimming skill is bad larr~
BadSwim = Badminton + Swimming !!!! I just fall in love with this two exerciseeeee~
At first i join Krystle go for swimming..I was swim so slow...But, i still enjoyed ittttt!!!
So, i consider this to be my physical fit~ xDDD (Although only one exercise larr~Already enuf tired die me jorrr 0.0)
After that, last week.....we (me,xuan and jo) been forced to go for badminton!!! =S
Actually me and xuan just dare lai dare qu jek~Who know he take it so serious!!!
Jo also been tor lok sui jorrr~ xDDDD (But, i guess we enjoyed it as well~)
The second dayyyyyy, my butt was sooooo pain...my hand and leg also pain till cannot move jorr =X
But, i still fall in love with it!!! xDDD (I want to play this every week!!!)
Thank God that finally i know how to serve ball jorrr~ xD Thanks to my sifu Jared Mun and Julian Lee as well =] Thankiuuuuuuuuuu~

Movieeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
I'm hungry for movieeeeeeeee~Who can go movie with me?!!!
Thought to ask my ns fren gehhh~Then only i realize he got girlfriend jorr~ 0.0
Haizzzz~People dating, not good to ask him out geh mahhh~
So, i stay at home fat mou AGAIN lorrr~
Re-watch my fav movieeeeeee by Lee Min Ho(My husband <3<3)
And Goong by Joo Ji Hoon(My Boyfriend <3)
Just fall in love with them once again!! Not only their face...Their love story as well...
Recently seem like i'm going back to last time already...Watching sadness movieeeeeee...
Then cry along with them...Why i feel so lonely?!!!!!! T.T

Fed Back!!! (WanXuan's bufdayyyy)
Well, i know she dun like people sing bufday song for her...And she dun like surprise as well...
But, i pian pian want to plan for her arhkk~LOL
I plan to give her a surprise actually...But, seem like she dun really get shocked!!! =S
At least she know her parents love her so muchhh~Not only us mahhh~
Her parents sponsor food for us TIM!!! Thankiuuuu Aunty Uncle~~~We Love You also =3
Wish she enjoy the time and prepared her trails as well larr~Ahahhahaa~
Thank God for sending sumone to be my friend!! I'm proud of ittttt~
Cause i got a PRO actor friend!!! xDDD

Life!!!!
Life in KL was soooooo bored~
But, really thank god that i got so much frenz that make my day always =]
Like Xuan, Joey, Angel, Jul so and so~LOL
Wish i can fed back the msg we chat yesterday~
It's fun!!Make me laugh so loud in front of the computer!! xDDDD
Just scared i'll awake my housemate jek =p
Thankiuuuuu guys for bringing fun to me when i'm alone in KL =')
LIFE was bored sumtimes...But, LIFE fun!!!When friends around you =]
Thankiuuuuuuuu frenzzzzzzzzzzzzz~ <3<3<3

Life were best!! When you're by my side =]

A new relationship begin...

Before this new relationship begin...
I felt so suffer about him...We didn't talk for a few weeks...
Because i done something wrong...Actually for him is alright...
Just that i cannot take over this thing happen...I felt so regret to him...
After my license passed already, I post my msn status as "Finally i get it"
Then he come and ask me "get what?" to start our conversation...LOL
We just talk a while, then he ended the conversation...Thought he was busying...
10 minutes after that, he come and tell me that we're same group in the Picnic game section...
I was so happy about it...But, i still reply him as "Har? AGAIN...Sien lorrr"...
Actually i felt super happy for this... Cause this is the third time we were same group...
When that day come, we no more same group already...Cause we're late for it...
THANKs to Dan...If not for sure i same group with him jorr =(
Felt so j _ _ _ _ _ _ when i saw this =X Teng is helping him to put up the cloth...
Arghhh~Last time i saw he help Teng..Now she help him back...so,nice luuuu =(
We had talk to each other for a while larr~Just makes my day..Cause at least we both still talking to each other =]
After the picnic....I went to Angel's house...Then follow her to church luuu~
While praise and worshiping...I wasn't that concentrate...(Sorry God)
I was think back what he said before...Those i felt hurt geh thing...
Suddenly...Xum..Xum..Xum..Like that come out...Make me feel like wanna cry ad =(
I think i need to talk to him already...I discuss with a few people about this thing...
WEll, Monday coming..Is the time i need to talk to him...Here is our conversation...

Me: morning~ Busy?(Introductory remark...LOL）
He: morning ;) Duno yet...Haha..Still eating my bread..just reach...
Me: Den arhh~Nevermind larr~Enjoy ur bread =] (trying to escape==!!!)
He: Relax a bit lo..Finish jor....Anything?
Me: (OH NO!!Cannot escape ad..He ask jorrr) I have something to tell you.
He: Yeh
Me: I hope you won't be too shocked about it. Actually i got feeling for you..And i know you know ad larrrr~(Hands shaking...)
He: =)
Me: You speak something can make me happy for a whole day..and also you can make me feel sad too~
He: =X
Me: My emotional very upside down for a few time...I hope we can do something about it..I don't want to continue to be like that..Cause i very suffer about it...I hope you can help me treat you back as a friend...Sorry,If i shocked you...
He: are u KK ( KK means KarKay)
Me: lolx~Why ask so? I am..
He: someone type for u? ( i felt so ==!!!! here...)
Me: Nop..
He: u copy paste? u typed it long time edi? (here more ==!!!!)
Me: Nop..It is me...Is okay..If you dun believe it is me...
He: haha..Just wanna make sure....
(Skip here..Cause he ask some question to make sure it is me==!!!After all he said...)
He: okay..My turn to talk..Erm...I thought we made it clear last time..didn't we?
Me: Okay~Tell you clearly ba..I'm a kind person think so much..So that last time i use some way to give up people..That's totally not talk to him..But,i think you won't agree..So,i didn't tell u..
He: Of coz
Me: you clear..But,i'm not (ERmm...Quite hard to explain this pun..Don't und come ask larr~)
He: (between here he Blah Blah Blah~Then he said...) U're the first person to admit to have feeling towards me...i appreciate that...It's just that i'm not ready...
Me: Okay~actually i don't want to admit it also geh~Cause i don't wish our friendship will broke because of me...But,i really suffer about it...(i'm not writing love letter please)
He: Yes i understand..1.)Our friendship will not break..2.)You really don't have to suffer
Me: Are you sure you understand what i said?..i'm not that kind of girl like her...I cannot like u guys still talking to each other...
He:It's hard,because u're shy(yeah...He know me=]) But,why not think this way..we could just be how we are now,having fun,joke around and be happy...But,just keep in mind that we're only friend...
After that he said let's play a game ==!!!!(Change so fast....)
He said imagine now both of us are animals..Cute ones...Choose one animal as him...
I said Puppy..He said i'm bunny...Then take us a name...
His name is Dorek..And i'm fluffy..I had asked him to named me Flurry geh~
He said nop..Cause i'm not McFlurry...(awww~He know what i'm talking about...)
I know why he said must be someone that understand him...I know it feels...
And then he said imagine Fluffy and Dorek are good friend in a beautiful jungle...
Now comes a bigggggggggg Dinosaur...Boom boom boom*~Fluffy! Behind youuuuuuu! RUN~~
(He is cute isn't it xD)Ask me run somo ==!!!!
In conclude-------> I'm Fluffy, He is Dorek...I'm a bunny, and he is a puppy...
No more Kar Kay and ..... jorrr~ It's a new friendship....
This is what i mean geh new relationship....Don't pun so much hope on what my title mean..xD

P/S: Felt so ambiguous when called each other like that..And feel like wanna vomit too..When i read back those msg..LOL~

第一次

我们第一次相逢。
第一次谈话慢慢变成朋友。
第一次去你家玩。
第一次看见你弹吉他。
第一次迷上你专心弹吉他的样子。
第一次你教我吉他。
第一次发现你独特的关心朋友方式 =)
第一次对你又心跳加速的感觉～
第一次和你谈最多话的时候。
第一次被你发现我喜欢上你 =x
第一次你疏远我。
第一次我们变得不懂要聊什么！！
第一次慢慢的开始谈回天~
第一次遇见你和她在一起 T.T
第一次看见你牵着她的手
第一次因为你感到极度伤心 =(
第一次打算放弃你~
第一次因为放弃不到你，而感到痛苦！
第一次看见你因为和她分开了，而伤心不已。
因为你这样爱她的精神，让我再度得爱上你~

这都是我以前对你还有这眷恋时所写的！！
现在，我爱上了他~
感觉我和他的关系变得和以前的我们一样的遥远了！！
感谢我们现在还是朋友 =]
我相信因着神，我和他也能变回朋友的~

First Time~~~

First time to change my new blog Layout~~~But,not really like it~~Coz some of the blog layout i download one..Might dun have for guess to comment one..So,i put one more chat box beside there~~Anything u can just write over there!~~Emm....Cannot add those blog following...Haiz~~This is the sad one...By the way~I did my 1st try as well~~Hope ur guys love it...Want to change my blog name soon~~Do mind?...XD...

Finally~~I got Boy friend jorrr...Hehe...

Hey,you..Yaa..I'm talking to you...LOL~~~You arr..So 8 gua arr...Do you think i'll put this kind of title if i really get a boy friend jorr..LOL~~~Ahahahaha...By the way...April FOOLS~~~

Just for JoJo~~

Last time i ask JoJo..Do want me to make a fansign for u?!..She so happy like that,say want!!..LOL~~Thn i take some foto and edit it...Jojo only like the photo..I taken before..And i go and edit one..The first one...Means other not nice..=( ....LOL~~Actually i use to make a fansign for so long jorr..But no one ask from me..Coz i' m Not LengLui...haha...So,i upload all to my FB lorr...I saw he got LIKE...But din see he like my original one ohh..But,at least he got like it larr...I see harry comment on my FFS page...He say he want fansign too...But wan a hand me one..I wanna tell him:"to ask LengLui make for u larr..."Will tell him later..If he on msn..LOL~~Coz i dunno hw to make a hand make one..Sure not nice larr...Hope my LOVELY owner will like my Fansgin~~

I had a Crush on Him~~~

Recently i crush on him jorr~~~His name is Jerry Yan...He had been the main character in the taiwan movie name-Meteor Garden...After that he also been acting other movie..But,i don't like it so...Yesterday i only finish the movie-Down with Love~~He act as the main guy character...And Ella be the girl main character...Both of the are so funny in this movie...Love it so...Badly,i crush on him jorr...Cause he is so cute in this movie...His action so cute..When he is jealous on the other that come near to ella one...Before that,I heard that he is a very cool people...He say so..After he act this movie..He felt like he shouldn't too careful those who around him..Should like Ella...Make friend all around..It will so fun...I like Ella attitude...She is the random actress and singer i like the most..She is so funny and lovely...Enjoying in looking at my LEngZai larr...LOL~~

My best Buddy...JenJen(Tij3N)

JenJen(TiJEn)~~LOL~~Naton bring him to our youth~~After that he received Jesus in his life~~In the beginning, i doesn't like him so..And doesn't treat him well as my friend...I didn't know him well too..I did a wrong things..I didn't know him well,why i still unlike him?..I' m so bad..Actually i saw him just wanna talk to LengLui..So,i felt like:"Okay larr...Never mind..I don't mind too..."Okay larr...I admit..I' m so jealous others girl~~Cause they so beautiful..Then i' m....FAT...Argghhh~~~Then i always ''ding '' What he say...(sorry, ah Jen...May be before this i'll been hurt you!..Please forgive..)Started to know him and treat him as my friend..Before he going back to Johor =(...That moment i felt too late ad..After that i tell him about my secret...So,he help me some also..LOL~~We use msn to know each more...And so glad that he can attend our Senior Camp...Hear he saying that he couldn't go to church at Johor there...Felt that he is so cham=( How good we can attend church and some of our family is christian too...We have pray for him...Hope god's heard our prayer and work his miracle too...Is so great to have a friend like him...Sociable, Lovely...Talkative XD...And Gentlemen~~It is so important for the generation now..Because for those who is gentlemen one..Seem like all die jor..LOL~~No,lar...Got also..Less lorr..JenJen..Gambatik~~God always hear our prayer....And God loves you~~We'll put u on our prayers always~~^^