第一次

我们第一次相逢。
第一次谈话慢慢变成朋友。
第一次去你家玩。
第一次看见你弹吉他。
第一次迷上你专心弹吉他的样子。
第一次你教我吉他。
第一次发现你独特的关心朋友方式 =)
第一次对你又心跳加速的感觉～
第一次和你谈最多话的时候。
第一次被你发现我喜欢上你 =x
第一次你疏远我。
第一次我们变得不懂要聊什么！！
第一次慢慢的开始谈回天~
第一次遇见你和她在一起 T.T
第一次看见你牵着她的手
第一次因为你感到极度伤心 =(
第一次打算放弃你~
第一次因为放弃不到你，而感到痛苦！
第一次看见你因为和她分开了，而伤心不已。
因为你这样爱她的精神，让我再度得爱上你~

这都是我以前对你还有这眷恋时所写的！！
现在，我爱上了他~
感觉我和他的关系变得和以前的我们一样的遥远了！！
感谢我们现在还是朋友 =]
我相信因着神，我和他也能变回朋友的~

WEDNESDAY♥♥♥

Normally every Wednesday i shall date with Phua Chu Kang and Mr.Siao geh~
This Wednesday a bit special =)
I date someone to talk through the Skype~That's QianQian larr~
Hehe~Glad to hear she have finish her date with Mr.assignment already~
So, i date her to meet up at Skype...This is the second time we did this =p
LOL xD She find me around 8:30pm~Cause i ask so =p
Because last time i have been talk to her till so late =x
Then i have not enough sleep =(
Once we get connected...I called her =D
Thank God!!The line quite smooth =] We can chat like we talk face to face =)
Last time the line was so sucked>.<>
We talk so much =) Got something about him too~
Cause QianQian ask me did i get to see the picture we took last time arhh?
Then i was like :oppss~I almost forget the picture already =p"
I tell QianQian that we both are like last last time...We don't even get to talk to each other!!
No msn!!No more talk face to face!!At least we still comment on each other status =)
Ermmm...I'm stupid..If i stop talking to him..
Then he will know i already know he knew jorrr~Get what i mean? =p
So sorry to my friend larr~If you still heard me talking staff about him...
I think i cannot force myself to let go first..Make me more suffer ba~
Cause once i want to let go..that make me more think about him...
In Chinese...Sun Qi Zi Ran ba~xD
I swear to Grace that If after the Church camp...We get to talk to each other...
I would ask to see the picture...And friend back to him..
Ermm..I mean talk to him like last time =)
Cause i miss that moment..When we still Chatting =x
He gave me suggestion..when i'm worry about something =)
I hope i won't lost this lovely friend~Hehe~
Okiee~I have to said this to others!!
The QianQian arhh~when she's chatting with me larr~
Still doing her "assignment" xD
Know why i said like that?Cause she's chatting to others too larr~
I heard the sound when she typing words...
Woah~Fast and so much things to tell pulak =p
Ahahah~After 3 hours chatting only end our call =X
Felt so sad..Cause i know next week i sure have no time to chat with her jorr =X
Cause i'm going Church Camp.....wooooohooooo~screaming*

Below there are some pics i take =)
The next two pic i use to act cute...But seem i'm not able to act cute xD

p/s : I think i start to copy joey style already..Have i?
Cause i post my pic below here =x

Saturday special

Woah~this Saturday we don't have to go youth~
Ermm...Quite happy,But feel like abnormal...lolz~
Really enjoy the time at youth~hehe
okieeee~Since we don't have to go church so early...
So,Joojo plan to have sing K today...
Ehhh...Actually she use to plan it...
But,"someone skip the prayer meeting and go gai gai wif her sister lorrrr~
so,i got to take her job to ask ppl who gonna join us =x
seem like i doesn't like joojo that famous larr..
when i ask,no one wanna to come for it =(
Except XuanXuan~thanks lorrr...
At first,we thought only 3 of us will go for sing K =x
Then i get news from xuanXuan in the morning...
that she say May foong suddenly say wanna join us!!
Arggghhhhh~What i want to say leh!!
Not really beh song because you join us suddenly...
Why i asked yesterday you said don't want...cause Kar Yee not joining us!!
Please larrr...Follow what u want larr...Don't said because of who or what larrr...
I wake up at 7am..Cause uncle said will come and pick me on that time..But larr...
He late jorrr 1 hour!!!So scared will be late when i finish~
Thank god~everything fine =D
Waitt~Forget some important part...We mostly going to move on jorrr...
Seem like someone haven't wake up yet...xD
Thank God larr...we live so near jek =x If not jau GG lorrr...
We get to have 3 hours to sing gao gao xD~Lalalalala~
Yeah~Just like what XuanXuan said...Just me and joojo SS jek =x
After that we go fish market there meet up with others...AngeL,MelisSa and Joyce^^
Joyce Chong~We know each other when we go for this Elisha Camp~
Although we just stay along with each other for one week~
But,we will never forget the time we enjoy over there ='(
Taking a few photo with her~Never knew she crazy wif taking photo =D
After all,4 of us went to AngeL's house take a rest..Then,we go church by 5:15pm...
Feel like play non-stop arhhh~Super tired and sleepy lorrr =x
Almost fall asleep jorr...when pastor preaching @.@zzzzZzzzz
After the service end...Those who free geh~They went to have Ikan Bakar=(
Too bad i couldn't eat and i couldn't go also>.<
Cause i have to stay back for second service =x
someone bring his GF come ohh~Seem like his GF not that friendly=X And scared us too(we don't bite..>.<)hope she felt alright with us =x

p/s: I will never forget the last song we sang---->Gee gee gee gee~Baby baby baby~Gee gee gee gee~Baby baby baby~lolz~we only know how to sing these sentences...Cause there show us Korea words =x

p/s: Sorry to all my freind...I'm not mature enuf =x And i know i easy get Emo recently>.< it ="(" forgive ="(">

LengLui mou?xD

SICK day

That day my belly was pain till i awake =( Then i diarrhea~Ehh...I sit there till i almost fall asleep =p Paishe...paishe~~ After that i went back to sleep lorrr... My belly still pain>.< Around 6 something i get up,i vomit!! =0 Arghhhh~~Really hate the feeling of vomiting... Very disgusting >.<> i woke my sister up...Then she asked me how the? I tell her all the things...So,she ask me don't need to go for work larr... Then i slept again~Around 9 something...I get up...My sister cook me some Oat for breakfast... I only ate a few mouthfuls...Then i have no appetite to finish it... =( While i still watching movie(Harry Potter), my belly keep not feeling well... Suddenly feel like wanna vomit again~That's my second time...Urghhhhhh~ I feel like i spit back what i have eaten just now>. Okieee~My sister still watching on movie...Don't care me pun!!! Got one,two sure got threeeeee geh larrr....Yeah~I vomit jorr three times!!! Third time nothing to vomit jorrr...Leave water to vomit jek =( Pity's me Okieee then,my sister called mum~How wish this moment my mum was by my side =( She ask me except that any place feeling not well boh? she said she asked dad frist see whrthe today can come to KL or not.. WELL~My parent is coming to KL~Huuuuuu...Finally got some who can take care of me.. Around 4 something they come here~Mum help me to push the hot come out~LOL Don't know how to explain larr~ In conclude:I'm getting well soon =]
p/s:Some miracle i got to tell xD After that day i go for work~I only ate a piece of bread for each of my breakfast and lunch =D Is it a miracle? xD
2nd p/s:I miss mee goreng tambah pedas =x

29th of May

29th of May is Saturday~

Yeah...It been a second week without Kath =(
Okieee~This week we have a special speaker from Pakistan...(if no mostake :P)
So,all the cell group be combine...
After youth~we going to the biggest KFC celebrate swee yee's birthday.=]
Awweee~~Really love KFC^^
Too bad,they don't have spicy taste now...
But then the black paper taste also not bad ahh~xD
Woah~~And we have the luck to have free secret recipe cake^^-------->chocolate cake...
Ermmm...Everyone very full after KFC...So,tell the truth ba~
Not very nice taste after we get very FULL with the KFC..Hehehe...
By the way,thanks to swee yee'mother for belanja us the cake^^
After all,me and Shesh3 and Joojo follow angel's car back to her home...xD
we get to sing some song x)Arghhhh~soon to get high~
Suddenly,a voice from angel said:"jom!Go church luuu~"Awweee~Too bad larrr...next time ba=)
Next time must Sing gao gao>.<..I think i have long time didn't go Gree Box ad...
I got to be baby site for second service...Ermm...Sometime i feel like bored to facing kids..
Urrghhh~They are more horrible then me =X Their voice when crying...T.T
They're cute...When they're sleeping...lolz~
But,i admire what the style did Boon Ping use to face them..
She can use some way to stop them cry...Yeah,sometime might can't larr...
And i like her way to teaching=] Just felt i'm teaching children too...xD
But,actually i'm just a helper there...Lolz~
After all,i went to my aunt's house...She open party for her elder son...
My cousin 12 years old this year..Soon to have UPSR~
Woah~Think back when i have my UPSR...SIGHHHHHH*Just felt ashamed oh it...
Thought i can be more rajin when i get into secondary school~Can't regret anymore jorr lorrr~
Time flies, i already 19 this year...Time to start my next step!!!Thank God for everything that you gave=] I do appreciate and enjoy my life..No matter is the temptation or test that you gave..Because you with me,so everything fine with me=)

Our miao miow FOREVER!!

That day u suddenly tell us ur decided!!
Really shocked us!!Summore that day i moody~
Feel like wanna cry,When get to know that you not our youth director anymore=(
Yeah!!We wish not to lost you as our youth director...But for ur health,we do!!
You have been with me as long as 6 years already~~awww~Time pass so fast>.< You have being a youth director for 10 years already T.T...you're just special for me =)
Cause i know you are a people who easily get involve to others =] Especially those new comes~ You give us a example to learn from you~Not because you don't really know Chinese..Then you give up us~you learn chinese to get more closer to us..And you teach us to be unity,we are only one youth,just that we have two languages!!
I'm the most noisy one in the class..Who have been teaching me..they know it =p
althoug you're not alway in our class..But,i can see that..you are so patience to me~hehe~to the youth too~
I know nothing changing between us~Just that you're not our youth director anymore..But,you still our kath jiejie(miao miao)hehe~we appreciate you,Bless everything is fine with you...
At last but not least..we LOVE you<3<3<3heheheh~~blushhhh***

Who is the person i can't even forgive one?

ME!!
i myself cannot get to forgive one!!!

Last time when i was still so young~My uncle doesn't like me to being a christian!!

He stick a photo which is a God Father "pai pai"!!..They is different with us...so,from that time i don't even dare to share gospel with my relative!!..I don't deserve to be a christion =(....Sigh*

An accident happen on my uncle last year...I don't even go and visit him!!I felt so "hou hui" now!!!Cause i didn't even try to bring God to his life...And his wife and son not being a good supporter to him =(.....Arghhhhhhhh~~~How wish the time can be reverse back on that time!!!...Haizzz~~Although he have been death for a year soon..But,i still can't forgive myself!!

Rest In Peace ba,uncle =(