Should i still rely you??...Or shouldn't??..

After we started to chat on msn...I felt that,i just waiting you online msn everyday...Then i chat with you...But then,i felt i had too rely you...How do you think about it,dd??..I felt tired,bored and less energy within saw you on msn...Should i still rely on you??..Or should i stop??..I scared that,if i always find you....You though i'm so annoying...So that...i have no brave to find you...Or i'm think too much....I don't know what to do now...Lord,place lead me...May be you say that i cannot annoying you lah....But then,i don't think you will be honest to tell me loh!...I don't know what frame of mind do you face to me??...What should i do now??....confusing me...

I just a new here...

13th Oct that day...I'm crying...Because of my colleagues made fun of me...Incipient,they just miss call to my office line...Some of them ask me,why i dun wan to pick up the phone...I'm starting suspect that,is them doing this...After that,one of them straight away call to my handphone...She dress up as our HR...She say:why you didn't anwser your phone??...Or you are not in ur position just now??...After that she say you shouldn't online to the website the irrelative to work one...After the phone....Tears welled up from my eyes...non-stop...After that,they come and say sorry to me...I also apologize to them..because i afriad they though i'm a petty person....Here i want to mention clearly the reason that why i cry...Actually last time our HR had complain me before...The important contents is i use office computer to online...So,she ask me not to do this anymore...When i hear she say like this...I more suspect is she complain to HR...that's why i cry...But i trust on her...Actually ur guys have quite over lah....But then now is okay already...

What's happen on 13th Sep and 10th Oct...

On 13th sep that day...My kumon tuition center boss(ivy) ask me and dd,julian,angel and grace went to her daughter birthday party for help...We being a life guide there...Because ivy don't know how to swim...avoid danger,so she invite us... By 3 something i arrived dd home...I greet to his parents...Because of Julian and Grace not come yet...So,i sit beside him and playing computer also...After Julian and Grace arrived,Then we about to set off to ivy apartment...We play water and we had dinner they...We take picture also...On 10th Oct that day...I work as a part time at kumon with dd sister(P)...After finish work,we went to a shop for lunch...Before dd coming,P told me that her mother said i'm quite beauty...Then she though i'm dd girlfriend....What a pity...i'm not...By the way,coming the week...i will be so happy...

九把刀名句。。。

All from corner with love....from jiu ba dao...I love this....

...Our distance...

What is Distance??....Is it so far that until we can't see each other??...Cannot feel each other??...But our heart still together...The real long distance is we just behind each other...but we can't realize each other...And we are living in different world...Like you just beside me,but i'm afraid to talk to you...And more closer to you...But then,through the chat on computer....i have to be brave enough to talk to you...(i think so)...Thank god that let me know you...I hope i can more closer with you...Is you make me forget him(a little bit lah)....

I'm so happy

15th Oct that day...I'm chating with dd on facebook....Chat with wan xuan also...I ask him....Is that i disturb you...He said i cannot disturb him...I'm not that geng...After i saw this,instead of sadness...i become more happy...So that we chat until 10 something...because i need to wake up early tomorrow...The second day,I went to office....I though i can chat with him on facebook...But then,i cannot log in my facebook....(i'm getting crazy already)....So that i try to ask for his e-mail address...So that we can chat on msn...After he gave me his e-mail...We chat until 3 something...I felt very happy and lucky on that day....Thank god to give me a chance that i can chat with him...Hehehe...XD...but then,until now...my facebook still cannot log in...Dunno what Happen....T.T......Sob...Sob.....

Hari Raya Visit

11th Oct that day,i follow my sister to open house...No matter hari raya is over...But,my sister still invited other to go for open house...If there have food,then i must be there lah....lolx~~We went for two houses...from 11:30 until 5 something....The first house in ampangan...Second house in melaka....so we arrived there by 2 sumthing...Sister's friend have many delicious to serve for us...There have nasi lemak,taufu,sotong soup....all cook by themself....After finish opoen house....We straight away went back to Kuala Lumpur...This is the weekend i enjoy....Thank for the food yaa.....Mira AND Huda...Thank for sister to bring me go...