Saturday special

Woah~this Saturday we don't have to go youth~
Ermm...Quite happy,But feel like abnormal...lolz~
Really enjoy the time at youth~hehe
okieeee~Since we don't have to go church so early...
So,Joojo plan to have sing K today...
Ehhh...Actually she use to plan it...
But,"someone skip the prayer meeting and go gai gai wif her sister lorrrr~
so,i got to take her job to ask ppl who gonna join us =x
seem like i doesn't like joojo that famous larr..
when i ask,no one wanna to come for it =(
Except XuanXuan~thanks lorrr...
At first,we thought only 3 of us will go for sing K =x
Then i get news from xuanXuan in the morning...
that she say May foong suddenly say wanna join us!!
Arggghhhhh~What i want to say leh!!
Not really beh song because you join us suddenly...
Why i asked yesterday you said don't want...cause Kar Yee not joining us!!
Please larrr...Follow what u want larr...Don't said because of who or what larrr...
I wake up at 7am..Cause uncle said will come and pick me on that time..But larr...
He late jorrr 1 hour!!!So scared will be late when i finish~
Thank god~everything fine =D
Waitt~Forget some important part...We mostly going to move on jorrr...
Seem like someone haven't wake up yet...xD
Thank God larr...we live so near jek =x If not jau GG lorrr...
We get to have 3 hours to sing gao gao xD~Lalalalala~
Yeah~Just like what XuanXuan said...Just me and joojo SS jek =x
After that we go fish market there meet up with others...AngeL,MelisSa and Joyce^^
Joyce Chong~We know each other when we go for this Elisha Camp~
Although we just stay along with each other for one week~
But,we will never forget the time we enjoy over there ='(
Taking a few photo with her~Never knew she crazy wif taking photo =D
After all,4 of us went to AngeL's house take a rest..Then,we go church by 5:15pm...
Feel like play non-stop arhhh~Super tired and sleepy lorrr =x
Almost fall asleep jorr...when pastor preaching @.@zzzzZzzzz
After the service end...Those who free geh~They went to have Ikan Bakar=(
Too bad i couldn't eat and i couldn't go also>.<
Cause i have to stay back for second service =x
someone bring his GF come ohh~Seem like his GF not that friendly=X And scared us too(we don't bite..>.<)hope she felt alright with us =x

p/s: I will never forget the last song we sang---->Gee gee gee gee~Baby baby baby~Gee gee gee gee~Baby baby baby~lolz~we only know how to sing these sentences...Cause there show us Korea words =x

p/s: Sorry to all my freind...I'm not mature enuf =x And i know i easy get Emo recently>.< it ="(" forgive ="(">

LengLui mou?xD

SICK day

That day my belly was pain till i awake =( Then i diarrhea~Ehh...I sit there till i almost fall asleep =p Paishe...paishe~~ After that i went back to sleep lorrr... My belly still pain>.< Around 6 something i get up,i vomit!! =0 Arghhhh~~Really hate the feeling of vomiting... Very disgusting >.<> i woke my sister up...Then she asked me how the? I tell her all the things...So,she ask me don't need to go for work larr... Then i slept again~Around 9 something...I get up...My sister cook me some Oat for breakfast... I only ate a few mouthfuls...Then i have no appetite to finish it... =( While i still watching movie(Harry Potter), my belly keep not feeling well... Suddenly feel like wanna vomit again~That's my second time...Urghhhhhh~ I feel like i spit back what i have eaten just now>. Okieee~My sister still watching on movie...Don't care me pun!!! Got one,two sure got threeeeee geh larrr....Yeah~I vomit jorr three times!!! Third time nothing to vomit jorrr...Leave water to vomit jek =( Pity's me Okieee then,my sister called mum~How wish this moment my mum was by my side =( She ask me except that any place feeling not well boh? she said she asked dad frist see whrthe today can come to KL or not.. WELL~My parent is coming to KL~Huuuuuu...Finally got some who can take care of me.. Around 4 something they come here~Mum help me to push the hot come out~LOL Don't know how to explain larr~ In conclude:I'm getting well soon =]
p/s:Some miracle i got to tell xD After that day i go for work~I only ate a piece of bread for each of my breakfast and lunch =D Is it a miracle? xD
2nd p/s:I miss mee goreng tambah pedas =x

29th of May

29th of May is Saturday~

Yeah...It been a second week without Kath =(
Okieee~This week we have a special speaker from Pakistan...(if no mostake :P)
So,all the cell group be combine...
After youth~we going to the biggest KFC celebrate swee yee's birthday.=]
Awweee~~Really love KFC^^
Too bad,they don't have spicy taste now...
But then the black paper taste also not bad ahh~xD
Woah~~And we have the luck to have free secret recipe cake^^-------->chocolate cake...
Ermmm...Everyone very full after KFC...So,tell the truth ba~
Not very nice taste after we get very FULL with the KFC..Hehehe...
By the way,thanks to swee yee'mother for belanja us the cake^^
After all,me and Shesh3 and Joojo follow angel's car back to her home...xD
we get to sing some song x)Arghhhh~soon to get high~
Suddenly,a voice from angel said:"jom!Go church luuu~"Awweee~Too bad larrr...next time ba=)
Next time must Sing gao gao>.<..I think i have long time didn't go Gree Box ad...
I got to be baby site for second service...Ermm...Sometime i feel like bored to facing kids..
Urrghhh~They are more horrible then me =X Their voice when crying...T.T
They're cute...When they're sleeping...lolz~
But,i admire what the style did Boon Ping use to face them..
She can use some way to stop them cry...Yeah,sometime might can't larr...
And i like her way to teaching=] Just felt i'm teaching children too...xD
But,actually i'm just a helper there...Lolz~
After all,i went to my aunt's house...She open party for her elder son...
My cousin 12 years old this year..Soon to have UPSR~
Woah~Think back when i have my UPSR...SIGHHHHHH*Just felt ashamed oh it...
Thought i can be more rajin when i get into secondary school~Can't regret anymore jorr lorrr~
Time flies, i already 19 this year...Time to start my next step!!!Thank God for everything that you gave=] I do appreciate and enjoy my life..No matter is the temptation or test that you gave..Because you with me,so everything fine with me=)

Our miao miow FOREVER!!

That day u suddenly tell us ur decided!!
Really shocked us!!Summore that day i moody~
Feel like wanna cry,When get to know that you not our youth director anymore=(
Yeah!!We wish not to lost you as our youth director...But for ur health,we do!!
You have been with me as long as 6 years already~~awww~Time pass so fast>.< You have being a youth director for 10 years already T.T...you're just special for me =)
Cause i know you are a people who easily get involve to others =] Especially those new comes~ You give us a example to learn from you~Not because you don't really know Chinese..Then you give up us~you learn chinese to get more closer to us..And you teach us to be unity,we are only one youth,just that we have two languages!!
I'm the most noisy one in the class..Who have been teaching me..they know it =p
althoug you're not alway in our class..But,i can see that..you are so patience to me~hehe~to the youth too~
I know nothing changing between us~Just that you're not our youth director anymore..But,you still our kath jiejie(miao miao)hehe~we appreciate you,Bless everything is fine with you...
At last but not least..we LOVE you<3<3<3heheheh~~blushhhh***

Who is the person i can't even forgive one?

ME!!
i myself cannot get to forgive one!!!

Last time when i was still so young~My uncle doesn't like me to being a christian!!

He stick a photo which is a God Father "pai pai"!!..They is different with us...so,from that time i don't even dare to share gospel with my relative!!..I don't deserve to be a christion =(....Sigh*

An accident happen on my uncle last year...I don't even go and visit him!!I felt so "hou hui" now!!!Cause i didn't even try to bring God to his life...And his wife and son not being a good supporter to him =(.....Arghhhhhhhh~~~How wish the time can be reverse back on that time!!!...Haizzz~~Although he have been death for a year soon..But,i still can't forgive myself!!

Rest In Peace ba,uncle =(

God,Please give me Capability to overcome these~

FOOD~~~I got to far away from you now=( OH,NO!!...From 13th till 22nd of May~Is our chirstian geh FASTing and PRAYing moment...
Doesn't mean that normally u don't have to pray or fasting..Praying is the most important things between our christian~~That's is one of the way to speak to our GOD^^
Fasting..Normally if you want to fast also can larr~~Just that is a time for you to more close with GOD~Fasting doesn't mean must fast FOOD~Can fast those like entertainment arr..Like:Computer game,Blogger,Xinyen,MSN,SDO,Ect!!LOL~all is my entertainment actually..XD~Is very hard to fasting ou know..Cause i 'm those people who easily get hungry one>.<...That's why this is the time to rely on GOD^^Ask GOD to give u power to overcome ur Fasting time^^ At last but not least,Say bye bye to my dinner ba~ba~ba~T.T...Take this time to DIET too^^Azarr..azarr~~finghting^^

MOODY's me

This is what happen on last Saturday~~
I found this song very suit to me..To other who been rejected too..lolx~A song from David Tao-普通朋友(Lyrics in the below)"Get the song by urself~@ this song really nice=)"

等待 我随时随地在等待 做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问 这是爱
我猜 你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败 从天堂掉落到深渊 多无奈
我愿意改变 (what can I do?)
重新再来一遍 (just give me chance)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深 叫我怎么能收手
但你说 I only wanna be your friend 做个朋友
我在你心中只是 just a friend 不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白 但我给你的爱暂时收不回来

So I 不能只是 be your friend

                                                   I just can't be your friend
                                                      No~ 我不能只是做你的朋友
                                                   不能只是做普通朋友

I keep listen to this song..Once i think about him...My heart feel so pain...I really want to avoid him far far away..But,i can't avoid GOD..So,i still going to church~Sigh*But then larrr~When we meet..both of us didn't talk..Not his problem larr..I admit is me myself to avoid the problem too...Then i felt this kinda geh situation comes AGAIN!!..Please larrr...I still wanna friend with you..just let me cool down first,okay?I couldn't face you right now..I felt something changing between us..May be is i myself think too much..i just need some time to give up you...But,i won't give up our friendship geh~Since you are a good friend to be mah~I keep moody on that day..So sorry..If every friend who cares me on that day..I really boh mood>.
WOW~~Xuanxuan!!Never see you so courageous before leh~~XD..So,when we back...we follow carol's car...Carol said:"I'm a kind person who so care about feeling one~she said one way to give up is to stop thinking about him..Better dun write things about him...I know i always think about him..That's why mostly my post also all about him one..so,carol said:"If i want to give up..Once i get to think about him..Hit my head ask those thing on my mind come out>.<...And then think other things~LOL~I think this is quite stupid larr(carol dun hit me :P)But it's work~Now i just concentrate what job i got to apply next..which University i gonna go for..what i need to say when i got to speech for kath~
God,i'll just follow ur way=)..please lead me~XuanXuan you can do it so=)Gambatik luuuu~~
Million thanks to CAROL THAM POPIA^^The PRO~(You are number 4th PRO in my heart^^(not include family and GOD...LOL..i seldom praise people PRO geh.You should feel happy you know?XD)