朝着我的梦想奔跑

极少用中文打"部落格"的我，

今天，想用最好表达的语言来到写这篇文。。

还有 两个月。。说长不长，说短不短。。

度过的每一天，总会让我在睡觉之前想：

"我有把今天浪费了吗？"

"有谁在我走之前，一定要见一面的吗？"

"我今天 都干吗去了？"

"还有什么 我要准备带过去的吗？"

"怎么大学还没给我回E-mail阿!!!!"

大学还没confirm, 房子还没租。。

这应该会是我要做 最疯狂的一间事。。

所谓：说话容易，做事难

不是全部东西，都和想的一样

所以，在出发前。。

就要打好 自我催眠针！

告诉自己，不是每个人都务必要对你好的！

你在他们的国家，只是一个要和他们抢饭碗的 

外劳！！！！！

好吧，通常 打完这只针后。。

只要稍微 有人对我好点，都会感动到爆！

是好事来的吧？噢？

其实，身边的朋友真的帮的超多忙。。

一直不断介绍 在韩国居住的朋友给我

好让，我有什么事 可以直接的帮我

也让他们的朋友给我找房子的网站

这一切，一切 都要来到感谢上帝的看顾

虽然说，如果真的不行

我直接加一个回程机票就行了

可是，我真的打从心里希望。。

这一切 都能够成功。。

不要让我浪费了时间，却什么都没有得到

主啊。。我把这一切都交托 看顾我，带领我！

也让我能够用我的生命祝福那里的教会，

那里的人。。:)

最后附上去年在韩国拍的其中之一的照片！
今年陆续再来啊~

8 months to go

Yeap.. I had decided to go further my study and run after my dream after 8 months. 

Kinda exciting and nervous.

Exciting in getting another new life to go on. 

Nervous in I can't handle thing well then I imagine myself. 

All I can do is.. Lay it all to God and hope he may bless me and may my life could bless anyone who's around me. :) 

p:s/ to those who read this, you will support me de right? 

Aza aza fitghting!!! 

My time has come..

Lol.. Funny title I know..

I'm kind of jelly when my friend tell me, there's someone chase after them..

Even though may not be a good one..

But at least they have..

I don't.. May he because of my personality?

Alright, back to topic~

Just to tell that..

There is finally someone got attract by me!! Lol

Nahh.. I never said I'm not pretty..

But of cause I'm not confidence with my body size..

If only I could have a slim body, then will be just fine! :)

Today's afternoon, just few minute ago..

There's a guy who come our office to collect cheque.. 

He's 20s I think..

He pass me a plastic bag..

Inside have a bottle of melon tea, and a bread..

Haha~ kind of cute.. 

Cause no one would actually give you something to start a conversation may be?

Then he tell, this is only for you.. :p

Don't tell other, and inside there is my hp and fb..

I just keep answer 'Oh oh'.. And keep nob my head.. Lol

But in the end. He still decide to get my number..

Didn't know why..

I just give him a yes. And tell him my phone number..

Normally I would just give fb..

For those who want to be friend.. Lol

Even though I don't have much experience..

But my reaction shock myself too..

I'm not sure will he contact me or not..

Even he don't.. I'm still happy for his courage! :) 

Thanks! :)

*im kind of worry.. How u will react.. After u know the real me? Hahahahah~

Change...

Same question...

They asked the same question...

After I got back from Australia...

They asked me, had Wan Xuan change?

Those who asked these question...

Most of them were senior level...

I beat they understand me more than they do...

No offense, I give them a answer yes!

Who wouldn't change? 

Even we live together in the same country...

We still need to change isn't it?

We can't remain the same until the day we going to meet our almighty God isn't it?

She change a lot. In a good way.

She speak better English then I do.

I'm not saying I speak well before this..

Just that, I remember she didn't even dare to talked to Jeremy or Julian last time.

 

She getting level up for her courage.

Not only the courage to asked people about the way.

But she actually talked to stranger. 

Which is really random talk. 

I never expect from her.

Hmmm.. For this I can't say is a good way or either bad way.. 

Cause not in any range.. Lol

She wear more sexy then I do.. Jelly* 

She don't mind showing her "longkang" but not her arm.

I can say.. I would mind too.. But may be not in Malaysia.

Which is a place fill with all those uncle or man who never see boobs before. Lol

I went too much I think. Hahaha!! 

One thing! She didn't change much..

Her 38-ness.. Remain the same..

Or I can say up level? Hahahahah!!! 

Seeing her changing..

I start thinking..

Will I change? If I stay alone in Korea..

Not mention bout the face okay.. Lol..

But I will look for good changing.. :)

Through God,

Through the people their,

Through the new experience I'm going to experience. :) 

One year and three months more to 2015 year. Still looking forward* 

 

*please miss me like I miss you! :)

3 more days...

3 more days.. 

I'm goin to meet my sweet heart! 

In 3 more days! 

Kind of excited and worry! 

We didn't lost contact with each other.

But we seldom talk on the phone.

So will it be kinda awkward to start our conversation?

3 more days..

I still leave 3 more days to finish my previous promise.

Which I have to complete my post for korea trip! 

I really love Korea I think.

Cause each and every memory still very clear in my mind! 

Day 5 start soon! 

3 more days.. 

Youth event connect 2! 

Battlefield this week..

I can't participate.. Cause of my early flight time..

But I seem kinda happy bout it.

At least I wouldn't do anything that drag my group to get last place anymore... 

Anyway, LEGO fighting! 

时光机

如果时间可以倒退的话

我希望我们会已另一种方式见面

另一种方式认识对方

这样子，爱上你的机率也会变小

接触不那么多的话

或许我也不会注意到你的存在

如果我们其中一个是安静派的

或许没什么话题聊

自然而然也不会变亲

算了吧。。。

不管我们怎样的遇见

我。。还是会爱上你的。。

Memorable Korea Trip (4)

Day 4 in Korea!
Went for breakfast before heading to Nami Island!
The most famous island in Korea, cause of the Korea Drama.
Winter Sonata - Which I never watch before. lol

I kinda love our breakfast.
It's like rice cake and chicken and some vege to mix with.
They will add some rice after you have cooked the chicken.
then add some spicy sauce after you mix everything! thumbs up*

Heading to Nami Island by a Boat! :)
Nami island is a place that had planted thousand tree over there.
There's very beautiful scene on every diff four season!
I would visit other season next time for sure!

 The first group photo we had!~

 

On the way back to catch our boat.

The sky start to cry.

I mean the snow start to fall! :)

arhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I just don't know how to express it!

 

It's so beautiful when you see the snow falling slowly from the sky!



Some people might ask me.
Don't you feel happy? Travelling with friend.
Hmm.. I had some lonely time also.
when I saw they sticky with their family and i'm not really one of their family member.
Kinda awkward.. haih..
That's why I promise to bring my mum over one day for sure!

So, today it's actually Grace birthday!
and we had a small birthday celebration with her!
Love the cake box! haha! it's diff from Malaysia one~
The box have to open from the side~ LOL!

Happy Birthday Grace!

 

The candle is kinda tall! haha!
I keep the left over one! :p
I could use it to other ppl next time! :D
Day 5 coming! soon! HAHA!

Memorable Korea Trip (3)

Officially third day in Korea.
I can't say anything then keep on smiling!
Enjoying the environment here! :)

Now, we're in Jeju!
Yesterday about evening, we get a local flight from seoul to jeju..
Alright, guess this is the most flight experience I had.
Four times in one trip.. Enough!

We had some local ice-cream in our room.
It's a honeydew ice-cream~
Our lovely tour guide who treats us.
How sweet! and we try out the banana milk, aloe drink and cass (Korea beer)
I love the beer seriously! :D

Alright, after breakfast.
We head to a mountain. and I forgot the name. LOL
It's windy day today. a bit of rain..
we wear on our rain coat.
But cause of the strong wind. the rain coat keep flying.
So, its useless to wear it.

It's not a very high mountain. but lots of stair to go on.
So, until half way. we wanna give up.
But the journey seem to finish soon.
so, the youth will keep goin on! :D

And I got this beautiful scene when I got up to the mountain.
It's sooooooooooo beautiful!!!! :)

Top of the view!

 

After this we head to a orange garden.

Which I saw from a Korea Drama "My Girl".

Not exactly the same garden in the drama.

But they really plant so many orange!

 

and when we bout to taka a look.

Mostly the orange already taken by others.

So, we get some souvenir before we go to the next station.

 

Second station will be interesting.

They bring us to know more bout the local history.

How they live previously? How their door look like? LOL

Their house look like this. and this picture remind me of what the tour guide said.

There's three things they had the most in Jeju island.

1) Women 2) Wind 3) Rocks

 

Their house is cute isn't it? :d

 

After lunch, we go to a place which is having a famous waterfall.

Then we go to the place that I had waiting for so long!

Teddy bear museum!

I can't say it's a very big building. but they had a lots of teddy inside!

 



I got propose!

 

After this, we go for our dinner! :)

Samgyetang! Ginseng Chicken Soup!

It's really nice with the Ginseng rice wine also!

But my face getting red after two little cup of rice wine.

 



 

I don't really like this normally.

But I just fall for it when I had it in Korea!

Taste seem a bit diff between Malaysia one.

Alright, after dinner we just get back to out hotel!

 

Get ready for the fourth day activity! :D

 

 





Memorable Korea Trip (2)

The flight took 6-7 hours to reach the destination.
I keep on looking at the watch to make sure how many hour left
It's too hard for me to keep staying inside the aeroplane.
By 4 something (Korea's Time) we reach safely.

Setting up our outfit with winter outfit.
Like we know there's freaking cold weather outside.
Yes, we do.
After everything done, we go for our first dinner in Korea.
and It's a Chinese restaurant. HAHA!

Head to our first hotel! I like the TV and the bed.
If I could open the window and sleep it would be perfect.
since I'm those people who can't take of  hot.
Yeah, it's winter. but when every window close and the heater on.
Do you think is there any air coming in? LOL

The next morning, after finished our breakfast.

We check out and start our tour in Korea!

The first place we go...

It's actually a place for their president stay and also for them to have meeting.

Just that nearby the building. There's a pretty mountain who sudden become one of the main character. HAHA

After that, we go for a old-timer building for those king who previously stay there.

Just like went into a drama, when I step inside.

But, the place it's too big for us to go around.

So, we just pass by and get into the Korean culture museum.

 

 

This is the mountain that they say look like something else. lol

 

 

and this is one of the old-time building I take pic with! Love it a lot!

 

We had our lunch around 12 something.

First Korean meal in Korea.

It was a pot of vege soup. haha!

And the most common food in Korea, BiBimBap.

It's a mix rice with vege and beef and a raw egg.

They usually had it when they had some leave over vege in the fridge and they just need to cook the rice. most easy and common food. 

After lunch, we head to a place that they show us a lot of technology thingy,

I don't know what it call the place.

They don't have much thing to played inside,

But something really amazed us.

Like using a machine to make some robot fish that can come our from the robot lake. haha

Seems cute!

More to come. Day 2? Jeju Island! :) Beautiful Island of all. and I miss the pork so much!

Memorable Korea Trip (1)

It was happened six months ago!
It's like a dream to me.
I never thought this would happened to me. :)
I dance and shout around when I get to know I'm able to go!

The day before our flight, it was Christmas eve!
I'm rushing back from KL to seremban..
To attend a Christmas eve party at Swee Yee's House
It was start at 7pm.

After a party rock in the house.
We go for our second round at Station one.
Before the clock fall on 1am.
We head back to our house separately.

Next morning, reach church around 7:15.
Service finish at 12pm.
Rush for Christmas lunch at Regent Restaurant!
Had lots of fun during the lunch time. :)

Head to Jusco for lepak before dinner comes.
Had a cup Starbucks once we reach there.
Went home around 6pm.
Had dinner with Angel. and straight away stay at her home.

Cause of sudden thought, I used one hour to pack my staff.
Some pillow talk before go to bed.
Wake up early in the morning, rush to airport.
Had salmon sandwich as breakfast.

Settle everything before go to sleep.
Had some reading,
Some sweet to keep me not to vomit,
Alright, Korea. I'm coming! :)

*Even though it's been happened six months ago, all the memory still clearly keep on my mind!

走！

我想走！我想现在就走

Changed..

Guess I did changed a bit.. 

Last time I will never have a thought like such a waste if I sleep until 2pm..

But lately I felt I shouldn't waste so much time on sleep on my lovely weekend..

Even though I didn't know what to do after I wake up.. Haha..

May be I though of have some sweet family day with family on Sunday.. 

But plan always not work..

Alright another super junior night! Hehe! 

Super junior song spam and mask night! :) 

With this phone apps I can blog whenever I want! Yesh! :D thank god! 

Good night everyone! ;) 

3 minutes

There is something to describe in Chinese.
When you can't finish what you promised to do.
3分钟热度...
I used to be like that...

When I promise myself to have a 200 days diet...
When I promise to play well in music instrument...
When I promise myself to speak well English...
When I promise myself to do better than last time...

I always failed to keep my promise...

As usual... I had another promise again...
and yet...
My sister sarcastic me and said...
This time she wouldn't fulfil her dream also!
She will definitely do like what she'd done last time..

Alright... No promise to anyone...
But this time! I surely gonna fulfil my dream!
I SWEAR!! :)
and I uphold this dream to our almighty God to lead me all the way there!

 

Don't be afraid of the space between your dreams and reality.

If you can dream it, You can make it! :)

Family Trip

When our age getting older.
We don't used to take picture together anymore.
When our age getting older.
We don't used to travel together anymore.

I'm really thankful for having this opportunity to travel together this time.
Even though we just go to Cameron highland.
But I do believe we enjoyed ourselves a lot.
and we all love the apartment we stay didn't we?

A lazy Thursday become a fresh-est morning to start our trip!
Cooling air in Cameron highland is the main point why we visit there.
Strong wind came from the outside to our apartment make us enjoy to stay at home.
A small TV that gather we all together watch the same show.

A place where full of strawberry! Make my mum goes crazy for it!
A place where full of cutie cactus! Make my brother get some to deco his room!
A place where full of cold strong wind! Make my dad walk around early in the morning!
A place where full of tea leaf! Make my sister can't stop drinking tea! HAHA!

Even though it just a two days one night trip.
I think we did get closer than before!
We also have gain a bit fat after all!
I wish we could have another trip like that next time!

May be somewhere further? :)

Alright, now I proudly introduce you

My dad 

 

My Brother

 

 My sweetie mum

My Sister

 





Me! :D

 I wish I could edit myself in the picture! HAHA!

 

 Believe it or not? Five ppl finish it?

 

 I forgot what does this call. But I really love it!

 

 One question, why cold place's sky are more blue?

 

 Last one! Obsess of stawberrysssssss

2015

Year 2015. There's a place I would like to stay.

One and a half year more. I will definitely fulfil this dream.

Guess I've been wasting too much time in my life.

Doing too much thing that I'm not really want to do so.

From now on, I wanna live a life that I want to live to! 

I mma need to use this one and a half year to prepare myself!

Get ready to fulfil my dream! :)

I might face many problem when I'm on the way to end of my race.

But I believe if its God's plan he will help me and stay with me!

I know everyone would ask same question..

But I seriously don't know how to answer this question..

I just have a very strong feeling than other decision I wanna make..

Before this thing happen. I couldn't tell anyone.

So, for who may read this. keep this as a secret.



 

 

Why Korea?

Rest In God's Peace

uncle passes away... not my uncle...
my friend's dad...
i didn't know how to react when i received a msg like this...
"kay my dad pass away"
after i read the msg, i just couldn't do anything...
i'm not beside her... couldn't comfort her...
i can only tell her not to be too sad...
i'm talking nonsence i know...
how can you control your emotional when someone you love had gone?
my tear drop along with her when i talk to her on the phone...
sorry, i don't know what should i do...
i'll definitely stay with you when i'm there...
you're had done your best!
even nobody know but God knows...
like you said: be still and know He is God

rest in peace uncle...
thank u for everything...
i'll never forget what you've done for me...
especially the memories in Korea...

feeling sorry to had that kind of mindset...
but i believe you're meeting our almighty God right now... :')

U for Update

Within this two days only i realise.
I'm the only SINGLE lady in the office.
Although my friends always tell me not to worry.
Of cause they said so. They're having someone...
Of cause not for them to worry what.
I don't wish until 25++ still single.
Exception which is, Single may God's will.
I have nothing to said then.

Alright, mum's birthday coming.
Gonna bring her to K-Box get high for once at least!
Exicting? yeap! Spending money! lol
Boss's wedding coming soon too!
Exciting? nope.. more like nervous.
I had never attend any malay wedding in ballroom.
Guess my Baju Kurung is useful right now. lol

October is here!
Exciting? YEAPPPP!!!!! definitely
My 21st Birthday is coming soon!!!!
Guess what? I just listed down who should i invite.
I have come out at least 30ppl in my namelist..
Exclude pastorssssss. LOL!
I'm gonna choose a memorable 21st birthday cake i have! :)

THANK GOD FOR OCTOBER! :)

*Wishlist? pm me, i'll tell you. haha!

A Letter to my Dearest!

I Miss You.
I really Miss You!
Is been 2 months we didn't get to contact each other.
Just because of my stupid android phone with no dateplan.
My office had no free WiFi for me to use!!!
Don't know why?
All the memory we had been togather..
Just pop up on my mind...
All the camp or trip we went.
Haizz.. it's been more than half year you have leave...
I believe you had a better life right now.
I hope you also had a even better relationship with God.
As you know God is important to everyone.
One more year to go. Just wait. I'm gonna meet you there!
Your cuteness, your crazyness, everything about you i'm surely not goin to forget it!

How are you? I'm fine too! and I MISS YOU my dearest friend! :)

We'll meet someday! :)

What are world?

What are world?
Full of temptation?
Surrounding by satan?
I don't mean to say that.
But, somehow too much of "world" thing.
Not good for us as christian. :(
Like lately i just fall for SUJU.
Soon i find out some video about illuminati of hitz song.
At frist was English song. That one i know early.
Like Lady Gaga or Micheal jackson.
They said they worship the devil~
So that they get to be so famous nowaday.

I don't know to believe or don't.
But i saw prove about their pose with the devil's pose.
Then i saw illuminati with KPOP one! O.O
Just got so curious to know about it.
since i'm so into k-pop song~
I found Big Bang kenal so much.
2pm had a little bit as well.
Then i get to see a special one just for SUJU.

It's makes me more curious.
This illuminati is about SUJU,SHINEE,F(x)
They are from the same company --> SM Entertainment.
The video made by a SUJU's ex fan.
She said she was a ELF before.
ELF stand for EverLastingFan of SUJU.
like 2PM they got Hottest. BEAST they got Beauty.
All these group they form it for their fav singer.

Once she found out many of the devil sign that they're doing.
She no longer their fan. I thought we christian shouldn't crazy for any idol?*
I rmb this clearly that she said.
She no longer be their fans.
Because she was thinking will she being one of the devil worshiper as well?
I know why she felt that.
Cause somehow they added the pose into dance as well~
So, when you followed. it might affect also.

It's really shock for me after watching that video.
I've been so into them this few week.
Listen to their song so often these few week.
Addicted to their dance move and cutey face expression.
ARHHHHH~ I cannot balance niaaa~

Nevermind, i believe i can over come.
Cause i never been any one of their fans FOREVER!
So, no worries! haha~ Anyway, here are the video.
If you're intested you may take a look of it~ :)

and i don't understand... am i doing the devil sign as well?

I don't mean it. trust.me...

See yea! ;)

Second Life.

I got to know that SUJU they had car accident in 2007 years.I heard this epic news from Pei Ru - the ex-super fans of SUJU.
So, i start to google youtube about this news.
See how they talk about this incident happened.

You can take a look of the video, if you're interested to know.
FYI, Kyuhyun and Eunhyuk is a chirstian.
Normally, i heard lots of bad news about celebrity as a christian.
They don't have a passionate hearted.
Who knows? You're not him? Not even his security~ lol

They start praying once they got into this accident.
That time, Kyuhyun still lying on the road.
Eunhyuk run towards to him and holds his hand to pray together.
You may wondering, may be they only rely to god when problem comes to them.
This is exactly what God wants us to do what.

At least, they did.
I don't know you. But, for me..
I think i might blaming God or asking God why this happen to me?
Will i die or will i still alive?
I think for this, i should learn from them.
To rely on God more than people. When problem comes!

Anyway, got to go.. enjoy reading and watching yea! :)