朝着我的梦想奔跑

极少用中文打"部落格"的我，

今天，想用最好表达的语言来到写这篇文。。

还有 两个月。。说长不长，说短不短。。

度过的每一天，总会让我在睡觉之前想：

"我有把今天浪费了吗？"

"有谁在我走之前，一定要见一面的吗？"

"我今天 都干吗去了？"

"还有什么 我要准备带过去的吗？"

"怎么大学还没给我回E-mail阿!!!!"

大学还没confirm, 房子还没租。。

这应该会是我要做 最疯狂的一间事。。

所谓：说话容易，做事难

不是全部东西，都和想的一样

所以，在出发前。。

就要打好 自我催眠针！

告诉自己，不是每个人都务必要对你好的！

你在他们的国家，只是一个要和他们抢饭碗的 

外劳！！！！！

好吧，通常 打完这只针后。。

只要稍微 有人对我好点，都会感动到爆！

是好事来的吧？噢？

其实，身边的朋友真的帮的超多忙。。

一直不断介绍 在韩国居住的朋友给我

好让，我有什么事 可以直接的帮我

也让他们的朋友给我找房子的网站

这一切，一切 都要来到感谢上帝的看顾

虽然说，如果真的不行

我直接加一个回程机票就行了

可是，我真的打从心里希望。。

这一切 都能够成功。。

不要让我浪费了时间，却什么都没有得到

主啊。。我把这一切都交托 看顾我，带领我！

也让我能够用我的生命祝福那里的教会，

那里的人。。:)

最后附上去年在韩国拍的其中之一的照片！
今年陆续再来啊~

8 months to go

Yeap.. I had decided to go further my study and run after my dream after 8 months. 

Kinda exciting and nervous.

Exciting in getting another new life to go on. 

Nervous in I can't handle thing well then I imagine myself. 

All I can do is.. Lay it all to God and hope he may bless me and may my life could bless anyone who's around me. :) 

p:s/ to those who read this, you will support me de right? 

Aza aza fitghting!!! 

My time has come..

Lol.. Funny title I know..

I'm kind of jelly when my friend tell me, there's someone chase after them..

Even though may not be a good one..

But at least they have..

I don't.. May he because of my personality?

Alright, back to topic~

Just to tell that..

There is finally someone got attract by me!! Lol

Nahh.. I never said I'm not pretty..

But of cause I'm not confidence with my body size..

If only I could have a slim body, then will be just fine! :)

Today's afternoon, just few minute ago..

There's a guy who come our office to collect cheque.. 

He's 20s I think..

He pass me a plastic bag..

Inside have a bottle of melon tea, and a bread..

Haha~ kind of cute.. 

Cause no one would actually give you something to start a conversation may be?

Then he tell, this is only for you.. :p

Don't tell other, and inside there is my hp and fb..

I just keep answer 'Oh oh'.. And keep nob my head.. Lol

But in the end. He still decide to get my number..

Didn't know why..

I just give him a yes. And tell him my phone number..

Normally I would just give fb..

For those who want to be friend.. Lol

Even though I don't have much experience..

But my reaction shock myself too..

I'm not sure will he contact me or not..

Even he don't.. I'm still happy for his courage! :) 

Thanks! :)

*im kind of worry.. How u will react.. After u know the real me? Hahahahah~

Change...

Same question...

They asked the same question...

After I got back from Australia...

They asked me, had Wan Xuan change?

Those who asked these question...

Most of them were senior level...

I beat they understand me more than they do...

No offense, I give them a answer yes!

Who wouldn't change? 

Even we live together in the same country...

We still need to change isn't it?

We can't remain the same until the day we going to meet our almighty God isn't it?

She change a lot. In a good way.

She speak better English then I do.

I'm not saying I speak well before this..

Just that, I remember she didn't even dare to talked to Jeremy or Julian last time.

 

She getting level up for her courage.

Not only the courage to asked people about the way.

But she actually talked to stranger. 

Which is really random talk. 

I never expect from her.

Hmmm.. For this I can't say is a good way or either bad way.. 

Cause not in any range.. Lol

She wear more sexy then I do.. Jelly* 

She don't mind showing her "longkang" but not her arm.

I can say.. I would mind too.. But may be not in Malaysia.

Which is a place fill with all those uncle or man who never see boobs before. Lol

I went too much I think. Hahaha!! 

One thing! She didn't change much..

Her 38-ness.. Remain the same..

Or I can say up level? Hahahahah!!! 

Seeing her changing..

I start thinking..

Will I change? If I stay alone in Korea..

Not mention bout the face okay.. Lol..

But I will look for good changing.. :)

Through God,

Through the people their,

Through the new experience I'm going to experience. :) 

One year and three months more to 2015 year. Still looking forward* 

 

*please miss me like I miss you! :)

3 more days...

3 more days.. 

I'm goin to meet my sweet heart! 

In 3 more days! 

Kind of excited and worry! 

We didn't lost contact with each other.

But we seldom talk on the phone.

So will it be kinda awkward to start our conversation?

3 more days..

I still leave 3 more days to finish my previous promise.

Which I have to complete my post for korea trip! 

I really love Korea I think.

Cause each and every memory still very clear in my mind! 

Day 5 start soon! 

3 more days.. 

Youth event connect 2! 

Battlefield this week..

I can't participate.. Cause of my early flight time..

But I seem kinda happy bout it.

At least I wouldn't do anything that drag my group to get last place anymore... 

Anyway, LEGO fighting! 

时光机

如果时间可以倒退的话

我希望我们会已另一种方式见面

另一种方式认识对方

这样子，爱上你的机率也会变小

接触不那么多的话

或许我也不会注意到你的存在

如果我们其中一个是安静派的

或许没什么话题聊

自然而然也不会变亲

算了吧。。。

不管我们怎样的遇见

我。。还是会爱上你的。。

Memorable Korea Trip (4)

Day 4 in Korea!
Went for breakfast before heading to Nami Island!
The most famous island in Korea, cause of the Korea Drama.
Winter Sonata - Which I never watch before. lol

I kinda love our breakfast.
It's like rice cake and chicken and some vege to mix with.
They will add some rice after you have cooked the chicken.
then add some spicy sauce after you mix everything! thumbs up*

Heading to Nami Island by a Boat! :)
Nami island is a place that had planted thousand tree over there.
There's very beautiful scene on every diff four season!
I would visit other season next time for sure!

 The first group photo we had!~

 

On the way back to catch our boat.

The sky start to cry.

I mean the snow start to fall! :)

arhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I just don't know how to express it!

 

It's so beautiful when you see the snow falling slowly from the sky!



Some people might ask me.
Don't you feel happy? Travelling with friend.
Hmm.. I had some lonely time also.
when I saw they sticky with their family and i'm not really one of their family member.
Kinda awkward.. haih..
That's why I promise to bring my mum over one day for sure!

So, today it's actually Grace birthday!
and we had a small birthday celebration with her!
Love the cake box! haha! it's diff from Malaysia one~
The box have to open from the side~ LOL!

Happy Birthday Grace!

 

The candle is kinda tall! haha!
I keep the left over one! :p
I could use it to other ppl next time! :D
Day 5 coming! soon! HAHA!