Before this new relationship begin...
I felt so suffer about him...We didn't talk for a few weeks...
Because i done something wrong...Actually for him is alright...
Just that i cannot take over this thing happen...I felt so regret to him...
After my license passed already, I post my msn status as "Finally i get it"
Then he come and ask me "get what?" to start our conversation...LOL
We just talk a while, then he ended the conversation...Thought he was busying...
10 minutes after that, he come and tell me that we're same group in the Picnic game section...
I was so happy about it...But, i still reply him as "Har? AGAIN...Sien lorrr"...
Actually i felt super happy for this... Cause this is the third time we were same group...
When that day come, we no more same group already...Cause we're late for it...
THANKs to Dan...If not for sure i same group with him jorr =(
Felt so j _ _ _ _ _ _ when i saw this =X Teng is helping him to put up the cloth...
Arghhh~Last time i saw he help Teng..Now she help him back...so,nice luuuu =(
We had talk to each other for a while larr~Just makes my day..Cause at least we both still talking to each other =]
After the picnic....I went to Angel's house...Then follow her to church luuu~
While praise and worshiping...I wasn't that concentrate...(Sorry God)
I was think back what he said before...Those i felt hurt geh thing...
Suddenly...Xum..Xum..Xum..Like that come out...Make me feel like wanna cry ad =(
I think i need to talk to him already...I discuss with a few people about this thing...
WEll, Monday coming..Is the time i need to talk to him...Here is our conversation...
Me: morning~ Busy?(Introductory remark...LOL）
He: morning ;) Duno yet...Haha..Still eating my bread..just reach...
Me: Den arhh~Nevermind larr~Enjoy ur bread =] (trying to escape==!!!)
He: Relax a bit lo..Finish jor....Anything?
Me: (OH NO!!Cannot escape ad..He ask jorrr) I have something to tell you.
He: Yeh
Me: I hope you won't be too shocked about it. Actually i got feeling for you..And i know you know ad larrrr~(Hands shaking...)
He: =)
Me: You speak something can make me happy for a whole day..and also you can make me feel sad too~
He: =X
Me: My emotional very upside down for a few time...I hope we can do something about it..I don't want to continue to be like that..Cause i very suffer about it...I hope you can help me treat you back as a friend...Sorry,If i shocked you...
He: are u KK ( KK means KarKay)
Me: lolx~Why ask so? I am..
He: someone type for u? ( i felt so ==!!!! here...)
Me: Nop..
He: u copy paste? u typed it long time edi? (here more ==!!!!)
Me: Nop..It is me...Is okay..If you dun believe it is me...
He: haha..Just wanna make sure....
(Skip here..Cause he ask some question to make sure it is me==!!!After all he said...)
He: okay..My turn to talk..Erm...I thought we made it clear last time..didn't we?
Me: Okay~Tell you clearly ba..I'm a kind person think so much..So that last time i use some way to give up people..That's totally not talk to him..But,i think you won't agree..So,i didn't tell u..
He: Of coz
Me: you clear..But,i'm not (ERmm...Quite hard to explain this pun..Don't und come ask larr~)
He: (between here he Blah Blah Blah~Then he said...) U're the first person to admit to have feeling towards me...i appreciate that...It's just that i'm not ready...
Me: Okay~actually i don't want to admit it also geh~Cause i don't wish our friendship will broke because of me...But,i really suffer about it...(i'm not writing love letter please)
He: Yes i understand..1.)Our friendship will not break..2.)You really don't have to suffer
Me: Are you sure you understand what i said?..i'm not that kind of girl like her...I cannot like u guys still talking to each other...
He:It's hard,because u're shy(yeah...He know me=]) But,why not think this way..we could just be how we are now,having fun,joke around and be happy...But,just keep in mind that we're only friend...
After that he said let's play a game ==!!!!(Change so fast....)
He said imagine now both of us are animals..Cute ones...Choose one animal as him...
I said Puppy..He said i'm bunny...Then take us a name...
His name is Dorek..And i'm fluffy..I had asked him to named me Flurry geh~
He said nop..Cause i'm not McFlurry...(awww~He know what i'm talking about...)
I know why he said must be someone that understand him...I know it feels...
And then he said imagine Fluffy and Dorek are good friend in a beautiful jungle...
Now comes a bigggggggggg Dinosaur...Boom boom boom*~Fluffy! Behind youuuuuuu! RUN~~
(He is cute isn't it xD)Ask me run somo ==!!!!
In conclude-------> I'm Fluffy, He is Dorek...I'm a bunny, and he is a puppy...
No more Kar Kay and ..... jorrr~ It's a new friendship....
This is what i mean geh new relationship....Don't pun so much hope on what my title mean..xD
P/S: Felt so ambiguous when called each other like that..And feel like wanna vomit too..When i read back those msg..LOL~
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
The one i kept deep down my heart =(
I had a best friend BEFORE...She called Yen Ling...
I know her, since i 'm form one...Both of us were so close...
I went to her house for a few time before...We always shared our lunch box...
She is a helpful girl...Willing to help people, If people ask for it...
We were so close...before the day we had been separate to different class...
We had been same class for three years...After that, i meet my primary schoolmate...
Then, I'm getting close with her for the next two years...
Heard some negative comments of my best friend last time...
I still friend with her...Just that i 'm lack of attention for her...
Start from the two years, i felt she getting changing...No more Yen Ling anymore...
Not the one i know last time...Feel like our relationship getting far away...
Both of us are like stranger...Just have lunch together...Nothing more other than that...
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~BIG SIGHHHHHH*
Before we graduate , we got work part time job together before...
As a waitress at a hotel Chinese Restaurant...
During the working period also doesn't talk so much...
Felt a bit regret that i didn't really care for her....
Now, both of us also din contact for two years ad =(
Last time i saw her brother, i didn't go and greet to him pun =S
Don't know how is she now =(
Miss her siaaaaa =X
I know her, since i 'm form one...Both of us were so close...
I went to her house for a few time before...We always shared our lunch box...
She is a helpful girl...Willing to help people, If people ask for it...
We were so close...before the day we had been separate to different class...
We had been same class for three years...After that, i meet my primary schoolmate...
Then, I'm getting close with her for the next two years...
Heard some negative comments of my best friend last time...
I still friend with her...Just that i 'm lack of attention for her...
Start from the two years, i felt she getting changing...No more Yen Ling anymore...
Not the one i know last time...Feel like our relationship getting far away...
Both of us are like stranger...Just have lunch together...Nothing more other than that...
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~BIG SIGHHHHHH*
Before we graduate , we got work part time job together before...
As a waitress at a hotel Chinese Restaurant...
During the working period also doesn't talk so much...
Felt a bit regret that i didn't really care for her....
Now, both of us also din contact for two years ad =(
Last time i saw her brother, i didn't go and greet to him pun =S
Don't know how is she now =(
Miss her siaaaaa =X
A blessed week i gone through =D
Woah~This week i really been blessed leh~
Firstly, I want to Thank God for leading me to walk my every single step.
Second, I want to Thanks my parents...If not Them, I won't able to be born in this world too.
Third, I want to Thank to my sister...If not her nagging, i won't be going to do what i have to do.
Fourth, I want to Thank to my FANS...xD...If not u guys supporting me and accompany me. I won't able to standing in this stage...xD
What am i talking about ohhh~xD....Joking niaaaa~But, the first till fourth also truth geh~
Good news from me^^
FINALLY, I get my own license lorrr~ARhhhhhhh~>.<
That day i went to car driving test...Ermm....Not really nerves like i take my undang test larr~
But, still got a little bit nerves geh =X
Number 43....Opsss,my turn =S (dang dang dang dang...Background music =D)
Firstly, I get into the car...I turn to gear SATU....The car is moving...
I was not enuf time to see whrther enuf space for my tire or not..
I was thinking..Die jao die larr~agak agak then jau stop....
Phuwitttttt~Ngam ngam hou..Stop inside the yollow line already ^^
After that,Other test i totally not scared jorr~Cause the most harder one i also finish jorr~
What for i still nerves over there...xD (skip those JPJ test part larr)
In conclude i get 16/20 marks for my JPJ test =D
Thank God!!Praise to the Lord ^^
Second good news i wanna tell~Yeah, I found a new job already..
Although i'm not sure whrther i suit to this job or not...But, it's better than i always sit in front of the computer and do NOTHING!!!!
At last but not least...Thank God for everything that he done for me =]
P:S/ That day i meet Jenny...Both of us also Passed!!! xD
Firstly, I want to Thank God for leading me to walk my every single step.
Second, I want to Thanks my parents...If not Them, I won't able to be born in this world too.
Third, I want to Thank to my sister...If not her nagging, i won't be going to do what i have to do.
Fourth, I want to Thank to my FANS...xD...If not u guys supporting me and accompany me. I won't able to standing in this stage...xD
What am i talking about ohhh~xD....Joking niaaaa~But, the first till fourth also truth geh~
Good news from me^^
FINALLY, I get my own license lorrr~ARhhhhhhh~>.<
That day i went to car driving test...Ermm....Not really nerves like i take my undang test larr~
But, still got a little bit nerves geh =X
Number 43....Opsss,my turn =S (dang dang dang dang...Background music =D)
Firstly, I get into the car...I turn to gear SATU....The car is moving...
I was not enuf time to see whrther enuf space for my tire or not..
I was thinking..Die jao die larr~agak agak then jau stop....
Phuwitttttt~Ngam ngam hou..Stop inside the yollow line already ^^
After that,Other test i totally not scared jorr~Cause the most harder one i also finish jorr~
What for i still nerves over there...xD (skip those JPJ test part larr)
In conclude i get 16/20 marks for my JPJ test =D
Thank God!!Praise to the Lord ^^
Second good news i wanna tell~Yeah, I found a new job already..
Although i'm not sure whrther i suit to this job or not...But, it's better than i always sit in front of the computer and do NOTHING!!!!
At last but not least...Thank God for everything that he done for me =]
P:S/ That day i meet Jenny...Both of us also Passed!!! xD
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Subang Rally 2010
Well~I been invited by Jooojo...To attend this event called Subang Rally 2010...
She told me that Subang have a event for every high school CF gather along..
Sound interested...So, i promise to go lorrr~
The date of the event is on 3rd of June...SATURDAY!!
Haizzz~I forget jorrr...we shouldn't go for any event when we got our own services..
Okay,by the way...We go there is because of God's word too...
Haizzz~Just promise God not to do that anymore..
THIS IS OUR LAST TIME ALREADY!!!!!!!(Remember this)
Friday night,my parent fetch us to KL house...Before that,we got some argument with someone..
Although he said he is not scolding us larr~But,his sound scared leh >.<
The first night we slept around 2 sumthing..Then we wake up by 6am =X
After we arrived my sister's office..We went to take LRT to KL sentral...
One funny thing happen before we get in the LRT...
JOEY TIEN dunno how to in the ticket xD~Ask help form me pulak~LOL(Laugh die me lorr~) After that we arrived Subang Jaya Station...Joey's Fren come and meet us~
Joey's fren name Joshua~Is a male...LOL...Quite active siaaaa~ Very fast jau can be his fren jorr~
Cause both of us also talkative xD We take bus to Sunway Pyramid...Thought to have breakfast geh==!!!
Who knew...Don't even see one shop open leh =X Then,we straight away go Taylor's college...
But then i still felt super hungry lorrr~Have we no choice...Then,we order three burgers for McD delivery..xD
About 9:30am only the event start...At first,they lead us a praise and worship time..
Then,Pastor Kenneth Chin come up to have a speech till 12 sumthing...
Woahh~Quite xin ku siaaa~Cause three of us also slept so late yesterday =X
Me and Joshua beh tahan dou =S Both of us also keep on fishing =D
Only Jooojo is the most GENG one..She didn't fall asleep for whole service..
After that,by 1pm..We got lunch there...Cause our registration fees include our lunch too..
Finish our lunch,then we continue our second service...2pm until 5:30pm...
After all,we got our dinner break for 2 hours...We went back to Sunway Pyramid to have Pizzaaaaaaaaaa <3<3<3>
Yummy dao arhh~Aiyearrrrrrr~Gain fats AGAIN!!!Cheeseeeeeee sumoooooo =S
After the dinner,we rush back to the college...Cause we been late already~
Thank God ,People said:"Chinese won't be punctual one." That's why we're not late...LOL
The night concert start by 8 sumthing...Their worship was awesome =D
We were crazy worshiping our Lord~Learn a few new song over there..
Got one song we love the most---->I OFFER MY LIFE <3>
Before the concert end..We get to buy T-shirt of the title this year..
Too bad..Red color shirt been sold out..Then we mai buy last year geh shirt luuu~
The night concert end by 11 sumthing...We get to take some photo then go back...
There are some pic from us =)
Joshua,Joey,Kay
Kay and Joshua
Joey and Kay
The second day,we woke up by 6am~Then we rush back to attend our Sunday service..
Cause we skip jorrr Saturday geh service =X Actually we were late for the first service...
So,i stay back for second service luuu~Then ask May Yee fetch me back after it...
Super duper Tired after this event...Cause i also slept late these few day~
She told me that Subang have a event for every high school CF gather along..
Sound interested...So, i promise to go lorrr~
The date of the event is on 3rd of June...SATURDAY!!
Haizzz~I forget jorrr...we shouldn't go for any event when we got our own services..
Okay,by the way...We go there is because of God's word too...
Haizzz~Just promise God not to do that anymore..
THIS IS OUR LAST TIME ALREADY!!!!!!!(Remember this)
Friday night,my parent fetch us to KL house...Before that,we got some argument with someone..
Although he said he is not scolding us larr~But,his sound scared leh >.<
The first night we slept around 2 sumthing..Then we wake up by 6am =X
After we arrived my sister's office..We went to take LRT to KL sentral...
One funny thing happen before we get in the LRT...
JOEY TIEN dunno how to in the ticket xD~Ask help form me pulak~LOL(Laugh die me lorr~) After that we arrived Subang Jaya Station...Joey's Fren come and meet us~
Joey's fren name Joshua~Is a male...LOL...Quite active siaaaa~ Very fast jau can be his fren jorr~
Cause both of us also talkative xD We take bus to Sunway Pyramid...Thought to have breakfast geh==!!!
Who knew...Don't even see one shop open leh =X Then,we straight away go Taylor's college...
But then i still felt super hungry lorrr~Have we no choice...Then,we order three burgers for McD delivery..xD
About 9:30am only the event start...At first,they lead us a praise and worship time..
Then,Pastor Kenneth Chin come up to have a speech till 12 sumthing...
Woahh~Quite xin ku siaaa~Cause three of us also slept so late yesterday =X
Me and Joshua beh tahan dou =S Both of us also keep on fishing =D
Only Jooojo is the most GENG one..She didn't fall asleep for whole service..
After that,by 1pm..We got lunch there...Cause our registration fees include our lunch too..
Finish our lunch,then we continue our second service...2pm until 5:30pm...
After all,we got our dinner break for 2 hours...We went back to Sunway Pyramid to have Pizzaaaaaaaaaa <3<3<3>
Yummy dao arhh~Aiyearrrrrrr~Gain fats AGAIN!!!Cheeseeeeeee sumoooooo =S
After the dinner,we rush back to the college...Cause we been late already~
Thank God ,People said:"Chinese won't be punctual one." That's why we're not late...LOL
The night concert start by 8 sumthing...Their worship was awesome =D
We were crazy worshiping our Lord~Learn a few new song over there..
Got one song we love the most---->I OFFER MY LIFE <3>
Before the concert end..We get to buy T-shirt of the title this year..
Too bad..Red color shirt been sold out..Then we mai buy last year geh shirt luuu~
The night concert end by 11 sumthing...We get to take some photo then go back...
There are some pic from us =)
Joshua,Joey,Kay
Kay and Joshua
Joey and Kay
The second day,we woke up by 6am~Then we rush back to attend our Sunday service..
Cause we skip jorrr Saturday geh service =X Actually we were late for the first service...
So,i stay back for second service luuu~Then ask May Yee fetch me back after it...
Super duper Tired after this event...Cause i also slept late these few day~
Monday, July 5, 2010
Urgghhhh~Bad Day!!!
Last Friday, i take one day leave for my trail car driving license test..
I wake up by 7am!!Woah~Super tired ohhh~
Cause these few days also wake up before 7am...
Then i drive to Emaju there~Near by Lobak, I go and fetch a girl...
Quite nerves xiaaaa~After we reach there,we got some time for practice..
Huiiiii~Quite okaayyyy larr~By 10 sumthing, we start our trail..
We got a briefing before we start...Sien....
Those thing he tell, we already know one....
Okayyyyy~Trail start....Blah...blah...blah..
After all, I get two mistake ==!!!! People get three mistake only 9 points jek..
Mine one..10 points gone......>.
Cause i didn't eat anything for breakfast =0 ....Live without food for 6 hours...GENG!!
After that, we rush back to home...I pick my staff...Thought to go to joojo's house...
Who know!!!Just jhave get far away our house jek..
Jau get car accident!!!Arrghhhhh~I was wearing my shoes that time...
Once kenal the car...My mouth "zhuang" to the front!!!When the car stop!!
I look at the mirror...Shocked me!!!My teeth get blood~Yakzzzzzz~
And my mouth painnnnnnnn daooooo T.T Feel like wanna cry already =(
I felt so angry about this kid of thing happen to me...
Then i get down from the car...I keep asking the ppl question...
We know he cannot talk...But,we dunno he cannot hear pun...
I keep talking with angry voice(I'm so bad... T.T)
After a few minutes..I felt i was wrong...Although is the ppl wrong first larr~
But,i shouldn't go and scold him one geh..Although he cannot hear larr~
But,how other ppl think of me leh!!! I'm a christian leh~
I'm spoiling God's image leh!!!!Sorry God~
Haizzz~This car accident make me get a grave ULCER!!!!!!!
Urghhhhh~Super painnnnn arhhhhh~Pray God to heal this as soon as possible larr~
Pray the man is okayyyyy tooo~Haizzzz~
I wake up by 7am!!Woah~Super tired ohhh~
Cause these few days also wake up before 7am...
Then i drive to Emaju there~Near by Lobak, I go and fetch a girl...
Quite nerves xiaaaa~After we reach there,we got some time for practice..
Huiiiii~Quite okaayyyy larr~By 10 sumthing, we start our trail..
We got a briefing before we start...Sien....
Those thing he tell, we already know one....
Okayyyyy~Trail start....Blah...blah...blah..
After all, I get two mistake ==!!!! People get three mistake only 9 points jek..
Mine one..10 points gone......>.
Cause i didn't eat anything for breakfast =0 ....Live without food for 6 hours...GENG!!
After that, we rush back to home...I pick my staff...Thought to go to joojo's house...
Who know!!!Just jhave get far away our house jek..
Jau get car accident!!!Arrghhhhh~I was wearing my shoes that time...
Once kenal the car...My mouth "zhuang" to the front!!!When the car stop!!
I look at the mirror...Shocked me!!!My teeth get blood~Yakzzzzzz~
And my mouth painnnnnnnn daooooo T.T Feel like wanna cry already =(
I felt so angry about this kid of thing happen to me...
Then i get down from the car...I keep asking the ppl question...
We know he cannot talk...But,we dunno he cannot hear pun...
I keep talking with angry voice(I'm so bad... T.T)
After a few minutes..I felt i was wrong...Although is the ppl wrong first larr~
But,i shouldn't go and scold him one geh..Although he cannot hear larr~
But,how other ppl think of me leh!!! I'm a christian leh~
I'm spoiling God's image leh!!!!Sorry God~
Haizzz~This car accident make me get a grave ULCER!!!!!!!
Urghhhhh~Super painnnnn arhhhhh~Pray God to heal this as soon as possible larr~
Pray the man is okayyyyy tooo~Haizzzz~
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)