Finally,I "bank kui" jorrrT.T

I thought i so strong geh...After get the news also nothing like that...Just that no mood jek...So accidentally geh,i start crying once i know i got to back to seremban jorr...Before i finish my work i still ok geh!!..Dunno why,after work..Once i get into the car..i no mood again!!..Start thinking of something..Ignore what my sister saying..Finally,i argue with my sister..We cancel the gathering with her colleague frenzzz~~Then we got back our home for bathing first!!Then only we back to seremban...when i bathing..I keep crying..Dunno why?Feel like i wanna away from him!!...We gonna move jorr...The Hitz Fm coming out a song..That is
"according to you"~~Feel like the lyrics is saying me is only special to others..Not to him..So,when i start thinking the others..That's is God!!..Yeah~~Sorry God..I always forget jorr you=( ....That time i was thinking..I really too rely on my friend jorr..I always just think about my friend can help me..Now,i only realize that only God can heal our broken heart!!.. Thank God for everything=]

you HURT me =(

Yeah...Finally i know what you think of me...But,it really a bad news to me...And i feel like no mood at all...After i get to know your answer of it..Haiz....Not tell you that i crush on you yet!!...I already lose jorr =(*sobz*....Feel really no mood and don't want to talk at all jorr...I thought i'm not lose at all...Cause you said you will care me as a friend..No more than that..But,i can confirmed it after J tell me...
Who know J come and tell me that you tell him we cannot be more than friend..we only can be friend..Totally broke jorr(my heart)...Need to say until so clear meh?!..Summore tell others=(...Feel like i need to give up..I think i should do like last time i give up "him"!!...Stop talking to him and ignore him..But,i don't want to be like that..It really hurt others..Cause they didn't did any wrong..Why i nedd to do like that?!If,yes..I also need to forgive people..Not like a kids that don't want to talk to him at all!!...So,i think i'll just like before larr..Just that i won't simple find him jorr...Except he come and find me...
I'll try to be independence and not too rely on my friend so much!...It is really hard for me..I'm not that strong what you saw..But,i'll try my best to do it...Cause with GOD everything can be^^...
Thank God that you always by my side=]*big smile*

Cares me please

Start from last Friday i already received some bad news...Actually this bad news i knew it early jorr...Just that i cannot put it down and i forget jorr God at that moment..Forget to submit my problem to God..I'm sorry God=(
After that i received one more bad new=(
My mood so fast to get down jorr..Hope someone can cheer me up geh..So,i ask him for one joke~Too bad..He don't have the mood to tell jokes to me pun...Then he tell me:"I don't want you to rely on me to make you happy..I'll not always be here.."U know when i read this my heart really get hurt=( He said:"Kar Kay u ma rely on your friends,But don't rely on me.I'm not who you think i am.I only hurt people.."I tell him:"yaa..You hurt me now..."
After that i ask him..Have you ever been..cannot going back to ur house..Then he said:"nop..If no place to stay..U can stay my house..U can stay with my sister.."Awww~~~so sweet^^haha..But,that is what the problem i face to larr...He ask me to submit the problem to God..Thank you my fren~~remind me to rely on God...not people~~ Recently he said sumthing really hurt me...But,just that he remind me not expect too much from him...Our level only can be friend..I think so...He said:"i just want to care ask a friend...nothing ore than that...So obviously ask me not to think so much lorr=( ....That time i really really want to tell him that...How about we stop our friendship leh..I cannot just stop to control what he want me to be..Or else he stop to communicate with me..Then can jorr...But,i din say it out larr...Some time,Our topic become serious...
Today he ask me wanna play game mou?..I say okay lorr..So,we play scissors,paper,stone~~So,he said:"the lose one..will kena truth or dare!"~So,i have kena three times truth or dare larr..He say cannot three times also choose same one..So,i choose two time dare and last time is truth..1st and 2nd time he ask me to say I LOVE YOU HARRY..I felt like..Oh No~~~~~But,i also follow what he ask me to do lorr...Arghhhhhhh!! Then the third time is truth!He let me choose easy,normal or hard?..I think easy one is very simple..So,i choose normal one..He ask me:"is the guy you like someone in JCG?"and :"Does the person know u like him?.In your opinion"So,i answered him,yeap and know gua!!Then when he lose jorr..He straight away choose for the hard question..But,he din tell the full name larr..Jut give one word..Then i know who jorr...After that he lose for second one..I ask him..Any new target now..He say no,he still like her=( ..He say he know he should give up..."Then i said:"is hard to lt go de larr.."(Haiz...summore agree with him pulak..)
Haizzzzzzzzzzz~~~Frenzzzzz cares me please=(
I need you=(
P/S:Dun said WanXuan~~I also"li ti" jorr~~~ahahahaha

糖糖和阿克♥

Recently i fall in love with sweets and White chocolate~~I didn't eat white chocolate for a long time already~~Since when i fall in love with dark chocolate...And i love to try different brand geh dark chocolate~~Sweets~~~I love it too~~Since when i fall in love with "eclipse"?May be is from my drum teacher~~He introduce us this super nice sweets..But, it is so expensive...But, now i'll be super love sweets jorr...Because some one seem love to eat too^^I use to always bring sweets go any way~~Is my habits actually~~=X...Too bad!!This week,i leave my sweets at the other bag~~So,these week i gonna live without sweetssssssssssssss~~~~Is hard..Because normally...I'll eat sweets when i'm so sleepy and hungry..Now..no more=X...only can drink water while happens those situation!!...so sad=(

I'm a CHRISTIAN!!!

After reading WanXuan post~I felt so sorry to God!!,I myself also didn't live like a christian!!..How i gonna shared gospel to non-christian leh!!...But,i would like to tell wanxuan that...Although i live likt that..But,i also admit that i'm a christian~~This is what God put a purposely in our life leh?!~~If u know that u have done many wrong things to make God"no face"..Then,u just change it!!~~With God everything works~~Sometimes..i argue with my family...But,after that i felt i'm wrong...But,dunno how to say sorry to them too..I don't have the brave to say that...I'm noob..Always fails to do things...But,just admit it...That u love ur God..God can forgive ur sin...But,he will felt sad..If his son/daughter dun admit he is our Father in heaven~~Bless that have a Father like him...And just thanks to him..That where he put u in or who he put in ur life^^

My weekend's life♥

Well,when we talk about weekends. What will come into your mind first? Movie? Hang out with friends? Go around with family? For me,Saturday is a day to more close to Jesus~I went church every Saturday...I enjoyed it^^I love praise and worship as well kath's teaching!!..So,we also went out for supper every Saturday after our service...Ermm...normally...My Sunday will just hang out with my friends movie~shopping~nothing special other than that..Or else just follow mum to her shop~~That's what i done on my Sunday larr...Ermm...this Sunday quite special^^We(Jojo,Zack and me)visiting Agape for the Easter performance~Their drama quite normal,Dance also...But,their choir super nice lorrr~~~Love those song that sang from them one=]...super duper nice lorr...Get a happy weekend~~Althoug felt so happy larr...But,after that i get super tired aldy!!...Cause we went for supper after that!!...Until 12 sumthing i arrived home...Then i wake up by 5 sumthing!!...Super sleepy lorr...Thought i can come to office to take a nap one geh...Dunno why!.Keep waiting him to on his msn!!...Sot jorr!!..Hehe~always that sot!!...Think back what he ask me larr..On friday that day!!..He suddenly ask me:"ey ask you arr"Then i was thinking larr..Please dun ask..Please!!...Then he said:"heard from people said got ppl in JCG one like me,Do u know who is it?"Then i was thinking whether want to tell him or not!!..But,i felt like better dun tell larr..If later our friendship no more leh!!..So,i answered him:"dunno wor=P"He answered me back:"ish.you also dun want to tell.."On Saturday that day, we went for lunch after youth..Just three of us(jojo,julian and me)...So,i beh tahan jorr...i tell jojo this thing lorr..Sure julian aldy noe it larr...Then julian said is Grace tell one>.<...I was so curious larr..But,after that he said before Grace tell..He tell him first geh!!...That time i was thinking..Oh no...Goshhhh~~~I wanna punch him jorr...He know it..Then why he still wanna ask that leh?!!...Grrrrrrrrrrr......Make me so gan cheong!!...Thank god for everything larr....Thank to Zack too^^If not we can't attend the church jorr~~Have a great time with Jared,Jojo and Zack~~I got update my things to zack..And he update his one also...LOL~~

私たちの距離(our distance)

I don't know how far or how close we are...At least, i try to know him better...Treat him as my friend^^So, recently...Don't know is it because we on msn everyday..We saw both everyday(on msn)That's why sometime he will just come and greet with me..Just a simple morning..Then both of us start our work..Sometime we will chit-chat till 9am only get to start our work..(actually we start work at 9 one..just that both of us also came early..)Sometime our topic so funny one...We chat random topic...
Last time he ask me some question about he himself...Like:am i proud?am i arrogant?am i chuen?am i action?...So,all my answer is No,larr...(sure,he's not what!!)Then he said:"before u know me leh?"I tell him that cannot tell><...LOL...U want me to tell him that the stupid reason i unlike him meh?!..So funny u know..XD..then i ask him back how was my personality?..He said interested but shy...Yaa..absolutely correct~(felt like he can see through your heart><..)Some people think that i'm brave to do things..Actually not..How to say leh?..Emm...i don't really show the face when i'm not that brave..Oh.no..sometimes i show it><...LOL..In conclude is people think like that..But,actually i'm not larr...(At first you saw me,I'm the most quiet one..But, once we being more close..I'll talk non-stop=D) He so caring sometime =)...Wednesday that day,i was bad mood...Because of my office problem!!...So,i ask him to tell me a joke to make me smile...Then he start telling me a joke!!...Then he ask me two quiz...I just get to correct one of the quiz only..After that he ask me happy edi?..I answered him:"you thought i use my brain can happy geh meh?LOL..He sadi:"don't know..People make me happy this way.So,i thought it will make u happy too..lol"(zha dou..so funny lar him..dunno how make friend happy geh wor!XD)I said:"Mcflurry can make me happy."He tell me:"then u be sad ba."==!!!..like that also can..LOL..Emm...actually he got so many woks to do..But,he know i was bad mood...He still chatting with me.,..How care friends he are?...Nice larr...In the end sommore want to say sorry to me..Not his wrong what!!..sorry because cannot chat with me..LOL...Million thank to him jau zhen!!... Today~i find he again..just drop by say morning and add oil for him..LOL...He reply me as:gwgw=hehe..mirnign=morning...Then he say:"wah..my hand still sleeping..lol"==!!!...Then we starting to use those funny word to chat..LOL..then he tell me his friend said i LengLui..Dunno wanna happy mou..LOL..Summore baby face pulak...yekzzzz...i don't like people praise me baby face okie~~Means my face is fat!!...His friend so funny.."you don't like,but you are"...Grrrrrrrr.....he show my profile pics to his friend sommore!!...==!!!...Oh No!(>0<)...not all the pics also nice leh!!...Hope that we can talk when we meet..And just chat like we chat on msn one..Feel we only close on msn jek!!...too bad...not dare to talk to him face to face~~

Thank god for everything^^

Finally..Finally..My undang pass jorr...dun ask me how many time only i pass my undag okie~At least i passed it!!..LOL~~Shuld be god over there and ask the people give me the most easy one~~LOL!!..Although it is easy..But,i only get 45/50!!...After i finish it..I "la la lam" go back home and wait for brayn come and fetch me...I very "gan zheong" u noe!!Cause this is a big event..Our church invite the nu-way youth from KL church...So many ppl pun..Dunno i can do it well boh?!...First time serve for the LCD...Never practice pun!!...I gan zheong until my hand "zhen" when we practice-ing...Thank to Jojo~~she ask me not to think too much..Just do it!!..Emm...I felt i had do my best jorr...At least i didn't do so much mistake at my first time^^Before the service start,i shared my sweets to him...I gave the IMPACT(Apple Mints) sweets first..Coz i keep it for a week also cannot finish it...After that i "det dang" shared the new flavored of the ECLIPSE(BlackCurrant) to others...So,he said he wat!!~~LOL...i said..inside ur mouth aldy got larr..He finish it so fast..Then ask eclipse from me...LOL~really like a kids..Or i should say..He really love to eat sweets?!...He tell me he just finish the last eclipse i gave him on Friday...Felt so happy..Cause he say he can finish one box sweets by one day~~LOL...But in the end he use one week to finish it^^He saw the new flavored eclipse geh box so nice..He say he want...He say he change the green one with me...I say inside got sweets one geh?..He say no..Empty box exchange with empty box..LOL~~Is it means he still keep the box?..LOL(dun think so much jorr)I still consider wanna put the "luan tang"inside the eclipse box then give him..Emm...Hope he will like it^^.....So,after that i ask bryan fetch me go take the lessen photo loh...Cause tomolo i nit to listen for the 6 hours kusus..So,i need to prepare those thing jorr..6pm to continue our service..Thank god..I dun need to serve anything today..Cause i'm exhausted today...Slept late yesterday..Wake up early in the morning today...Super duper tired!!...After the first service we(angel,albee,bryan,stanley,swee yee and me)go Lobak have our dinner~~After finish..Bryan send swee yee back home..Then we go back to Church again...Wait-ing for our second round!!~~Kemayang mamak!!~~We just arrived jek..They jau ciao!!..=( too bad larr...Cannot yam cha with them...11 sumthing only we use to go back lorr...Tijen is going back tomolo~~Will miss him..Cause i noe..Once he get his job...He will came back more less then now jorr..But,what can i do...only can support him lorr...Hope god gave things good to him!!~~Yaa...Love the performance from first assembly church!!Remind me once again we SHOULD forgive ppl!!Our church performance punya Dance not bad pun!!~~Million thanks to Poh Chu,Pauline and Angel~~Nice dance performing~~ Happy to know some friend from first assembly church~~They are so friendly~~Yaa...I found Yuki Blog~~Love to read her blog...LOL~~Emm....Hope to get my lessen soon~~Then i can drive jorr..No need always ma fan ppl...Before that larr..Wanna say sumthings^^after the service end..They start to clean up the room..Then i take the whole watermelon ask people around who wan to eat and finish it~I go around to ask~~till Hong Teng there...He so bad..said i like a ghost..Cause of my hair and i turn so fast...LOL...When i turn to Him...He look at me for a while..then straight away take my watermelon and hole it nicely let people take the watermelon eat...LOL~~He's so good rite?...By the way..Still need to thank God for everything...I love you god...I'm back...Mr.BiBle~~(sorry for these two months that i had ignored "you"..because of the lazyness and undang thing...)

First Time~~~

First time to change my new blog Layout~~~But,not really like it~~Coz some of the blog layout i download one..Might dun have for guess to comment one..So,i put one more chat box beside there~~Anything u can just write over there!~~Emm....Cannot add those blog following...Haiz~~This is the sad one...By the way~I did my 1st try as well~~Hope ur guys love it...Want to change my blog name soon~~Do mind?...XD...

The Happiest things happen on 03th of April~~

That day,i wake up at 10...Opppsss~~~I almost been late for the practice jorr =(.....But i go for the practice also no use one...I didn't do anything...Just sit there and wait for time passing by...So bored...Cause Julian is using the Computer...After our practice finish...I really felt i have do nothing there...So,he fetch us(me,JoJo and Justina) going to Jusco to have lunch together^^Finally we decided to have The Manhattan.Fish Market...He get his first pay..So,he said want to treat us~~So,we order some fried mushroom and fish...A garden salad~~Add one more "zap ber lang"...All of the dishes cost to 87dollar++~~Then i go Watson to buy sweet for him...Since he say anything i buy..I choose the IMPACT (apple mints)..He eat one only he say not nice..Summore want to argue with me..Cause he say cincai mah..But,now he say i eat doesn't mean that i like de worr...=.=!!So,i change the eclipse for him~~(So ma-fan one)After that we go and watch movie(Clash Of the Titians)..,Actaully is just 4 of us(He,JoJo,Kath and me)watch geh...But,because joyce suddenly join-ing us...So,kath sit alone in the other room...Firstly,i wanna ask Jojo get in first de..So,i myself get in first..I though Jojo will follow me behind...But dunno why is HE sit beside me wor~~(Thanks to Jojo,Both of us sit beside HIM)...He buy 1 combo set and one more mineral water...Me and Jojo eat popcorn geh shi hou larr..I hold Jojo hand play for a while..Then i release lorr..Then joJo take my hand up and said:"Oppss..Take wrong jor tim!!..Ahahah..He sit in the middle so funny to see us do that...Then i do the same to JOjo...Haha^^...While movie-ing..He got talks to me also larr..But more talk to Jojo larr..Cause they are close fren then me and him gua...T.T....Emm...After finish,we go toilet..We saw Angel and her friends~~Angel so bad..Laugh at me!!...Then, we go and meet up with kath...I suggest to have McD ice-cream~~Since just now Jojo say want to have..I dun like corn with vanilla one...So,i choose to have a Mcflurry with oreo-super nice one^^ (Actaully i' m less to have McFlurry before..But...Now,I love it^^)Before that he so bad..Say dun wan fetch us home!!..Cause he lazy to drive so far...But, if we really dun have transport..He sure fetch geh!!~~So,joyce fetch us home..I have talk to kath regarding about what decision i want to make~~ Hehe..Like the picture u see...After i finish it..I took back home and wash it...Bring the cup to office use to put my pen~~Hehe...Easter day that day...May foong buy McFlurry to eat..I buy another flavor to try..When i look at the Mcflurry cup...Hehe..I just keep on smiling..(I' m not mad yet!!)LOLz~~Because only me will noe about the cup things..Because Jojo not in the car...LOLz~~So happy on that day=)