Our miao miow FOREVER!!

That day u suddenly tell us ur decided!!
Really shocked us!!Summore that day i moody~
Feel like wanna cry,When get to know that you not our youth director anymore=(
Yeah!!We wish not to lost you as our youth director...But for ur health,we do!!
You have been with me as long as 6 years already~~awww~Time pass so fast>.< You have being a youth director for 10 years already T.T...you're just special for me =)
Cause i know you are a people who easily get involve to others =] Especially those new comes~ You give us a example to learn from you~Not because you don't really know Chinese..Then you give up us~you learn chinese to get more closer to us..And you teach us to be unity,we are only one youth,just that we have two languages!!
I'm the most noisy one in the class..Who have been teaching me..they know it =p
althoug you're not alway in our class..But,i can see that..you are so patience to me~hehe~to the youth too~
I know nothing changing between us~Just that you're not our youth director anymore..But,you still our kath jiejie(miao miao)hehe~we appreciate you,Bless everything is fine with you...
At last but not least..we LOVE you<3<3<3heheheh~~blushhhh***

Who is the person i can't even forgive one?

ME!!
i myself cannot get to forgive one!!!

Last time when i was still so young~My uncle doesn't like me to being a christian!!

He stick a photo which is a God Father "pai pai"!!..They is different with us...so,from that time i don't even dare to share gospel with my relative!!..I don't deserve to be a christion =(....Sigh*

An accident happen on my uncle last year...I don't even go and visit him!!I felt so "hou hui" now!!!Cause i didn't even try to bring God to his life...And his wife and son not being a good supporter to him =(.....Arghhhhhhhh~~~How wish the time can be reverse back on that time!!!...Haizzz~~Although he have been death for a year soon..But,i still can't forgive myself!!

Rest In Peace ba,uncle =(

God,Please give me Capability to overcome these~

FOOD~~~I got to far away from you now=( OH,NO!!...From 13th till 22nd of May~Is our chirstian geh FASTing and PRAYing moment...
Doesn't mean that normally u don't have to pray or fasting..Praying is the most important things between our christian~~That's is one of the way to speak to our GOD^^
Fasting..Normally if you want to fast also can larr~~Just that is a time for you to more close with GOD~Fasting doesn't mean must fast FOOD~Can fast those like entertainment arr..Like:Computer game,Blogger,Xinyen,MSN,SDO,Ect!!LOL~all is my entertainment actually..XD~Is very hard to fasting ou know..Cause i 'm those people who easily get hungry one>.<...That's why this is the time to rely on GOD^^Ask GOD to give u power to overcome ur Fasting time^^ At last but not least,Say bye bye to my dinner ba~ba~ba~T.T...Take this time to DIET too^^Azarr..azarr~~finghting^^

MOODY's me

This is what happen on last Saturday~~
I found this song very suit to me..To other who been rejected too..lolx~A song from David Tao-普通朋友(Lyrics in the below)"Get the song by urself~@ this song really nice=)"

等待 我随时随地在等待 做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问 这是爱
我猜 你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败 从天堂掉落到深渊 多无奈
我愿意改变 (what can I do?)
重新再来一遍 (just give me chance)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深 叫我怎么能收手
但你说 I only wanna be your friend 做个朋友
我在你心中只是 just a friend 不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白 但我给你的爱暂时收不回来

So I 不能只是 be your friend

                                                   I just can't be your friend
                                                      No~ 我不能只是做你的朋友
                                                   不能只是做普通朋友

I keep listen to this song..Once i think about him...My heart feel so pain...I really want to avoid him far far away..But,i can't avoid GOD..So,i still going to church~Sigh*But then larrr~When we meet..both of us didn't talk..Not his problem larr..I admit is me myself to avoid the problem too...Then i felt this kinda geh situation comes AGAIN!!..Please larrr...I still wanna friend with you..just let me cool down first,okay?I couldn't face you right now..I felt something changing between us..May be is i myself think too much..i just need some time to give up you...But,i won't give up our friendship geh~Since you are a good friend to be mah~I keep moody on that day..So sorry..If every friend who cares me on that day..I really boh mood>.
WOW~~Xuanxuan!!Never see you so courageous before leh~~XD..So,when we back...we follow carol's car...Carol said:"I'm a kind person who so care about feeling one~she said one way to give up is to stop thinking about him..Better dun write things about him...I know i always think about him..That's why mostly my post also all about him one..so,carol said:"If i want to give up..Once i get to think about him..Hit my head ask those thing on my mind come out>.<...And then think other things~LOL~I think this is quite stupid larr(carol dun hit me :P)But it's work~Now i just concentrate what job i got to apply next..which University i gonna go for..what i need to say when i got to speech for kath~
God,i'll just follow ur way=)..please lead me~XuanXuan you can do it so=)Gambatik luuuu~~
Million thanks to CAROL THAM POPIA^^The PRO~(You are number 4th PRO in my heart^^(not include family and GOD...LOL..i seldom praise people PRO geh.You should feel happy you know?XD)

What a LUCKY Morning^^

These two day(Thursday@Friday) i got to travel Up and Drown to wrok=(
Super TIRED!!!..
So,i take KTM till KL sentral...Then,go to my office by Monorail~~
Once i get into the monorail...i quickly find a place to sit...
.................................."dik".........................
Then i look up there~~
The air-corn is COOL till got water dropping jorr...
Too bad that is me to sit over there!!!
And the water just straight away drop at my leg...
At first only a bit jek..
After the monorail have been going through a few station!!
Until people going FULL already...
There have two people stand in front of me..(i'm sitting one)
One is from other country one,Another one is Chinese~
Then the water start to dropping AGAIN!!...
I felt very paishe lorrr...one of them start to laught at me...
Then i use my hand to clean the water on my leg one...
Then i heard some sound like open beg one..
So,i was thinking...Won't so GOOD to give me tissue gua~
Then,the chinese guy give me a tissue..
Summore clean up the water up there...
The guy is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
GENTLEMEN~~

ICE KACANG~~

IcE KaCanG WitH PuppY LoVe~~I watch this on Thursday~With my Family^^The story line not bad...Bring so much meaning to us...To much point already..Don't know which is the main..But,for me...I get to know that..Not everyone geh First love also success one...some people might don't have the chance to confess to the one they crush on...Some people will enjoy the feel when he/she just beside the person they crush on..They don't ask for more...I feel like i get to know some thing from this movie--------->Go ahead to do whatever you want...CHANCE will never wait for you!!...
*is time to apply another job luuu....XD

Bored Holiday!!!

My holiday doesn't run like i plan!!...I plan to go to Melaka and PD geh...Who know...First day of my holiday...Gone!!...Arguing~~Than no mood to go anywhere already!!..I'm sorry..Mum!!..I failed you many time..Summore din said sorry to you=x...I'm the worst Christian!!That day i start to know why mother do this and that...But,i felt she no need to do until like this...Just that i don't dare to correct her on that time...the second day of my holiday~~~
We went to Melaka!!..Nothing just went to the Biggest Jusco there...Have our Lunch~~Then,hang around the place..The Jusco there is really BIG!!...Not so many cars...But,we felt those cars is from those workers there geh...After that we try to find for the baba-nyonya restaurant~~Too bad!!The nicer restaurant is off on Tuesday...We don't have the chance have that~So,we went to the others plan...Which is selling Portuguese food~We almost ate jorr 60$ sumthings...The food over there okay jek...Because their stall changing a bit..So that we can't have the best Portuguese food last time we ate...(Feel like i only know how to eat eat eat jek!)
3rd day of my holiday....Last but not least!!...I do NOTHING!!At first,I got date Jessie for Yam Cha geh...Since i still free..Before i get back to work...But,too bad...She's not feeling well...So,we cancel it...Then,at night we just went to our aunt's house have our dinner~~Get so FULL~~
This is what i done with my holiday =(